I'm wondering if there are many other Bluelighters out there who have been through stages of there life when they weren't all there mentally?
Things like,
Feeling apathetic even in situations which should trigger emotional responses.
Staring at your hands and getting wigged out about issues surrounding your existence.
Well, I went through a period like this caused by drug use and some big changes recently. I'm feeling much better now, in fact, I'm almost back to normal, but...
I've forgotten what being normal feels like.
Seriously. It dosn't really matter because I'm reasonably happy and sane now. I mean, it wouldn't be a problem spending the rest of life like this, I'm just not quite sure if this is how normal human people feel.
Any thoughts?
Things like,
Feeling apathetic even in situations which should trigger emotional responses.
Staring at your hands and getting wigged out about issues surrounding your existence.
Well, I went through a period like this caused by drug use and some big changes recently. I'm feeling much better now, in fact, I'm almost back to normal, but...
I've forgotten what being normal feels like.
Seriously. It dosn't really matter because I'm reasonably happy and sane now. I mean, it wouldn't be a problem spending the rest of life like this, I'm just not quite sure if this is how normal human people feel.
Any thoughts?