Endochemdonutholefingerin
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I've had fun with many psychedelics In my teenage years all the way up to now being 22. But recently when I come up on DXM or mushrooms I get really agressive and angry and start to think very angry thoughts but without intent to hurt someone. I just get pissed off at life and then I slowly go into a state of philosophical questions and ideas brewing in my head as to why life is so messed up and why our society is ran by the scummiest people in the world. I start seeing dark ripples coming from technology like TV, phones, cell towers and devices that freak me out whenever they are turned on. I can only ever have a good trip in nature but I have no way of transport or let alone any friends now that they've decided to do hard drugs and that's just not the direction in life I want to go especially after having them overdose and almost die in front of me a few times, disturbs me deeply. Could it be that I have so much negatives that happen around me? I am a generally happy person even though I have messed up dreams of shadow creatures and messed up looking people even though I am sober most of my time in life and rarely do hard drugs or prescription meds. Idk. My brain is funking out. My brain stays in dream state for an hour after I have vivid dreams, sometimes all day. I just wrote this so I'm just gonna post it I got way off track but life is not always linear. Just let me know if any of you get angry or agressive on your psychedelic come ups
Also when I am feeling the shrooms or DXM I feel like something is trying to pull what I feel is my spirit, out of my body and toss it into the sky. When it happens I just fight it and it also causes me to get angry. Anyone have that happen? What happens when you let it pull you out of yourself?
Also when I am feeling the shrooms or DXM I feel like something is trying to pull what I feel is my spirit, out of my body and toss it into the sky. When it happens I just fight it and it also causes me to get angry. Anyone have that happen? What happens when you let it pull you out of yourself?