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[pk.]

He scratches his pen against the paper, loud in the desert-like quietness of the room, the hum of the airconditioner pushes out frosty wind. His glance, dull, traces my body, and then momentarily gazess into my eyes, briefly. His expression is familiar, almost concerning but not quite. Too many weak bodies have walked through these doors for any empathy to exist here.

Once the prescription is clawed at by his pen he lazily hands it to me and murmurs that I should start off taking 5mg's of this particular drug. It's my first visit, I guess he knows me better than myself or my family or my close friends. I hesitate, almost rejecting the piece of paper that he hands me but I stop and remember the expense of this visit and my current state of mind and reluctantly fold it and place it in my back pocket.

 

[Shady Kaity]

Another scar to my collection
And it adds to my imperfections
The blood drips down
To paint my skin
Its kind of like art
But its just the blood
That reflects only one part
Of what I'm feeling
And who I am.
All of my emotions hit me like, bam!
Tonight might be the night when my life ends
'Cause I feel like I've lost myself completely
It all started when i felt like no one could see me
At first the pain was small
But it grew until I couldnt feel at all.
I cant take the numbness anymore
I need to search deep down into my core.
I admit- I need to fix this.
'Cause I'm starting to miss-
Me and how and who I use to be
I hate how I let my insecurities break me.

 

[Shady Kaity]

My poetic suicide

To Whom It May Concern,
I just wanted to say bye.
I can no longer hide anymore
Wishing this life werent mine.
So todays the day.
I hope you'l be happy;
When I am gone.
I hope you feel guilt
As I did pain.
I won't say sorry ;
Or stop all of this .
Because you left me out;
To die alone in the rain.
You made me feel so great;
With your lies of deciet.
I knew it wasn't true;
My true feelings were,
How much I hated you.
You didnt save me from the rain.
So its time for my pain and I to fade away.

 

[Shady Kaity]

Who Am I?
I am your robot
Doing as you say.
Following in your foot-steps
Every dawning day.
Who Am I?
I am your failing angel
Slowly slipping away
To wake another morning
Wake up to the same day.
Who Am I?
I am the one
Watching you waste away
With nothing to say
as you grow closer to death each day.
Who Am I?
I am the odd one out.
The days grow and seem to be sad
Sadness everywhere
I'm starting to go mad

 

[Overlord Of Beasts]

In a world where men are no longer on top of the food chain and the wild beasts have come to overthrow all order and spread chaos throughout the lands of Mordor and hold flash mobs of stripping boars. Orgies of many wild animals such as deer, bear, wolves, monkeys and the worst of all... Leslie Jones... Our worst nightmares have come to fruition and all hope is lost... Leslie Jones has overtaken all control of all living creatures on what is left of our home planet Earth. Will the few survivors obey and bow down to Leslie Jones or will they rise and fight their oppressor and restore all order, to finally slay the Beast Overlord Leslie Jones?

 

[Sumatrah]

"You drained me of my identity and
injected self doubt into my veins
Left me questioning my own sanity
Walking around aimlessly
At war with my own body every day
Trying to scrub your heavy words off my skin
My mental state has been shaken to its core
I don't know who I am anymore."

- e.s.

 

[Buspersons Holiday]

Your emotions are so constant
a stagnant stream of dread
A never-ending dirge of drone
boring through my head

I love you so completely
though my thoughts and words so harsh
are sticks with which to beat me
when your brain is on a fast

 

[Buspersons Holiday]

Moth

Too scared to look online today and read that you have died
Although we know it's coming
I'm recalling you alive

Dreads flailing with the funky beat as mist of dawn sun rose
on vintage trucks, fucked caravans, a double-decker bus

Stomping feet and sweaty hugs in dew-soaked love through saucer eyes
Our flagrant disregard of laws
Week in week out, so we could dance.....

The decades roll
Lives lived live on, communing still at times
Disease took root in you & more,
unfairly...

...unfairly, I and more mutate, survive

I'll look online tomorrow as today,
I remember you alive

 

[Buspersons Holiday]

MoFo Cats

Mofo Cats

My cats have held me to ransom
The little shits, the fuckers
(they made me say that)

I'm damned if I do
(leave the door open)
And damned if I don't
(shut it)

They'll drag in live mice and abandon them in
tiny spaces
Bring in barely breathing baby birds
and leave them gasping on the landing

Mewl to go out at 4am,
Ignore the hood-cats having a ball in MY hall,
Eating THEIR food and pissing by the back door

FUCK OFF!!!!
(They made me say that)​