Needhelpfast1
Greenlighter
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- Jan 23, 2020
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I can't talk for every drug at all but for me, cocaine (sniffed) specifically has not followed the path I expected, wondering if anyone else has experienced this.. I get coke for free due to my circumstances, I was using for years once or twice a month recreationally then I used daily for 3 months purely because I could at that time about a g a day, slept every night made sure I ate etc.. Anyway I decided enough was enough because I was starting to get serious anxiety while using and not enjoying myself at all.. So I stopped. Made sure it wasn't around me for the most part, and I felt SO GOOD. Every day that went by, no cravings really.. but when it is in reach again I go into kinda autopilot and use a bit..but since deciding to stop I Conciously only do a tiny bit a couple lines just cause its there then feel shit n happily stop .. I just don't enjoy it n my brain doesn't get that amnesia of forgetting the bad feelings..
I basically have been near on a week without a thing and felt fuckin great no real difficult cravings or withdrawals only thing I noticed was a lil irritable and a tiny bit of insomnia but no cravings? Could this be because of the amount I took for so long I've done something to my brain, or just how I deal with coming off it, or maybe because I've suffered no real consequences like health problems (that I know of) or financial issues from my use... Only stopped using daily a couple of weeks ago.. X
I basically have been near on a week without a thing and felt fuckin great no real difficult cravings or withdrawals only thing I noticed was a lil irritable and a tiny bit of insomnia but no cravings? Could this be because of the amount I took for so long I've done something to my brain, or just how I deal with coming off it, or maybe because I've suffered no real consequences like health problems (that I know of) or financial issues from my use... Only stopped using daily a couple of weeks ago.. X