IvyLeaves421
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- Nov 1, 2020
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Long story short. I have been on opiates/ opioids for over 8 years. Started as Rx, then stealing from my husbands Rx. After the divorce (unrelatedly to the addiction, it was abuse). I turned to the internet for a solution to my addiction, and I found poppy seed tea. At that time seeds were easy to obtain, Walmart, Amazon or any number of internet companies. I started small and was careful with each new brand I received. The high was amazing, lasted all day and no come down later. I work in the healthcare industry(non clinical, I don’t work with patients, just data) and drug tests are standard. Each new job required me to stop cold turkey and deal with the dreaded withdrawal. I consider myself a high functioning addict, at this time the drugs have not affected my life or relationships. The seeds are getting much harder to obtain and many companies are now washing the product prior to sale, which renders them useless for my needs.
Now to the issue at hand, I ran out of my normal seeds on Thursday of this week. I have been supplementing with an inferior product that is getting me by, barely. I am to start my official physician assisted withdrawal on Wed. That is 3 days away. I have diagnosed depression and anxiety and have access to a few things...gabapentin, Atarax, Elavil, Buspirone, and ambien. I am looking for a combo that will ease my symptoms and help with the sleep; I get horrible restless legs. I also have a substantial supply of wild (opium) lettuce, if anyone has info on that.
Any information would be appreciated.
IvyLeaves
Now to the issue at hand, I ran out of my normal seeds on Thursday of this week. I have been supplementing with an inferior product that is getting me by, barely. I am to start my official physician assisted withdrawal on Wed. That is 3 days away. I have diagnosed depression and anxiety and have access to a few things...gabapentin, Atarax, Elavil, Buspirone, and ambien. I am looking for a combo that will ease my symptoms and help with the sleep; I get horrible restless legs. I also have a substantial supply of wild (opium) lettuce, if anyone has info on that.
Any information would be appreciated.
IvyLeaves