RIP Dexter. And thanks to everyone who still thinks of Ryan. I am sorry to say that time doesn't help a fucking bit. For me, it has only made me miss him more & realise how much I've lost & how irreplaceable he is. But I am immensely glad for the 5 amazing years I had with him. I doubt most people ever connect with a soul mate so strongly, so in that sense I count my blessings.