Chris Timothy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 8, 2011
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I need so much help, I probably really should reach out.
I need it in so many ways, but I feel unloved deep inside, so I figure stuff out on my own all the time. But I've headed in three situations in which I almost died in a shockingly small time frame, and I've come to feel like some sort of slave out of control, and I think this must stop.
Nothing works out sexually. Nothing works out financially. I have no hopes, I have no dreams.
Currently I'm fine and I'm in harmony with the Universe, but I don't know where future power is gonna come from. Some money comes in, and together with food it keeps me alive, but heritage has been halved now and I'm bleeding to death with no plan nor plan to get into a state to make a plan. I'm very traumatized and afraid and can't trust anyone, but maybe I'll take advice in this thread here, I hope you'll understand.
Love & Death,
CT
P.S.: oh shit I have the amanita, totally forgot.. got a 420mg stash.. whoops..
I need it in so many ways, but I feel unloved deep inside, so I figure stuff out on my own all the time. But I've headed in three situations in which I almost died in a shockingly small time frame, and I've come to feel like some sort of slave out of control, and I think this must stop.
Nothing works out sexually. Nothing works out financially. I have no hopes, I have no dreams.
Currently I'm fine and I'm in harmony with the Universe, but I don't know where future power is gonna come from. Some money comes in, and together with food it keeps me alive, but heritage has been halved now and I'm bleeding to death with no plan nor plan to get into a state to make a plan. I'm very traumatized and afraid and can't trust anyone, but maybe I'll take advice in this thread here, I hope you'll understand.
Love & Death,
CT
P.S.: oh shit I have the amanita, totally forgot.. got a 420mg stash.. whoops..