I started talking to this girl online from a depression forum. She lives across the country but i can fly to her for free. I need help on this!!
We texted a lot over the past couple days. In the end, she said she would like to go on a date with me when i asked her, but she doesn't want a boyfriend. She also said she hates guys using her for sex, and she feels slutty. We talked about sex and she told me a little about what she likes and doesn't like. We both exchanged blurry pics of each other, and she also agreed to actually talk on the phone with me if I wanted to but i'm scared to.
she talks herself down and says stuff like i deserve a nice girl instead of a dirty slut like her, and she doesn't know why i like her so much but she's really glad i do. I asked her if she would date me and she said "yeah why not? is there something wrong with you?" which is kind of disheartening, because there probably is something wrong with me, im awkward and shy and a loser.
She asked what i want to do if i come down to visit, and i said we could just walk around and get food and she could show me around. she said that sounds good... how am i supposed to escalate that into sex?
I really want her, and not just for sex. I want to connect with her emotionally too. But if i'm going to fly down from across the country, i really want to make it count and have sex with her... do I have a shot with her, and if so, how can i make it happen?
walk around and grab foood? Yeah you're not getting any good sex.
Talk to her more. You met her on a depression forum - lots of transference going on - until she is emotionally sound and happier I suggest you steer clear of this rollercoaster...it will quite likely make you feel very sick.
If you're not going to take my advice, then look up some things to do where she lives, let her show you around a bit then say "I looked up some place..." and take her, hoping she's never been before - something cool, if there's hills or mountains or lakes go there picnicing - blankets, great food you cooked together, and a bit of wine or beer maybe.
This will get you into her knickers - your "walk around and grab food, and have her show you around" is going to get you nothing sexy at all, unless you are a right charmer.
You're obviously not, so just be yourself, stop being self deprecating, there is nothing wrong with being shy as long as you TALK - you cannot let your shyness overwhelm you. I personally am shy and I get a tidy amount of women, because I overcome it, get into the zone and try and stop thinking about sex and just think about having a good time, until the option of sex or snugglytimes is thrust into my face, then I hunt it down - look for signals, clusters (look up "5 top female courting body language signs") and just relax and be yourself, you may be a loser RIGHT NOW, but you're on the path - it doesn't define you where you are as long as you have hopes and dreams.
Peace
PS Want any tips while you're there give me an email, I can help you out