Ok. I will try to keep this brief and please excuse me if I ramble a bit.
I really need a bit of help or I'm afraid I could accidentally kill myself . I have smoked crack and freebase for a brief night or two over the last 20years, so by no means am I experienced. It was always done because someone else had it and shared with me.
Without over explaining I got access to pretty much any amount I want for personal use. I went straight to rocking it up the secret me time I messed with it. I would rock up and 8 ball at a time. I have always done everything at full throttle. I am one of the oldest people in the mosh pits at heavy metal concerts, I drive an extremely fast luxury car. I listen to very loud music. Ok you get the point of my personality.
So now to the problem. I always research everything I do, that's why I am successful in business and I apply the same thing here. I have taken my newly found extreme outlet (huge hits) for stress relief to the max I think?. I am worried that for a beginner I have binged for 8 days, only slept 6 or more hrs 3 of those nights (some night none at all) and smoked up 1.5 oz of crack during that time frame. I take a hit first thing in the morning and then there on out. I have gone to using bongs only and vaporizing with a dabbing set or a big bowl and chore. I load .1 on a regular basis and some times .15. I don't care about wasting it if I am ( that is a significant problem because I'm not restricted) because money is not an issue. I have already gotten 4 different bings and have a glass collection that is cray.
Now to the point. I apparently don't know what is too much. I have taken a few hits that I was seriously worried I may have over done it. How do I know what the signs are that I might be overdosing? I have had almost out of body experiences that mught have been amazing if I didn't think My heart or some vessel in my bra N was about to explode and my family was going to find me on the floor dead.
Please don't bother with how I should quit. I don't need a lecture I am hoping by for some advise so I don't take this to an extreme place I can't come back from.
I really need a bit of help or I'm afraid I could accidentally kill myself . I have smoked crack and freebase for a brief night or two over the last 20years, so by no means am I experienced. It was always done because someone else had it and shared with me.
Without over explaining I got access to pretty much any amount I want for personal use. I went straight to rocking it up the secret me time I messed with it. I would rock up and 8 ball at a time. I have always done everything at full throttle. I am one of the oldest people in the mosh pits at heavy metal concerts, I drive an extremely fast luxury car. I listen to very loud music. Ok you get the point of my personality.
So now to the problem. I always research everything I do, that's why I am successful in business and I apply the same thing here. I have taken my newly found extreme outlet (huge hits) for stress relief to the max I think?. I am worried that for a beginner I have binged for 8 days, only slept 6 or more hrs 3 of those nights (some night none at all) and smoked up 1.5 oz of crack during that time frame. I take a hit first thing in the morning and then there on out. I have gone to using bongs only and vaporizing with a dabbing set or a big bowl and chore. I load .1 on a regular basis and some times .15. I don't care about wasting it if I am ( that is a significant problem because I'm not restricted) because money is not an issue. I have already gotten 4 different bings and have a glass collection that is cray.
Now to the point. I apparently don't know what is too much. I have taken a few hits that I was seriously worried I may have over done it. How do I know what the signs are that I might be overdosing? I have had almost out of body experiences that mught have been amazing if I didn't think My heart or some vessel in my bra N was about to explode and my family was going to find me on the floor dead.
Please don't bother with how I should quit. I don't need a lecture I am hoping by for some advise so I don't take this to an extreme place I can't come back from.