Right on DSC. I wasn't trying to escalate anything. I appreciate a reasoned response.
People use xanax daily, people use heroin daily. They find themselves in holes they can't get out of or have a really difficult time in doing so. You are messing with serious neurotransmitters. Combining or rotating GABA-a and GABA-b drugs is a terrible idea. Heavy use of benzos and GABA drugs can affect anxiety and brain chemistry for a long time. Some people have permanent anxiety issues from them aka brain damage. There is some debate on whether benzo tolerance even resets or not. You are playing with fire is all I am saying esp. if you have had a benzo habit before and tapered it rapidly. It can take years to recover fully from benzos, think about what you are doing and treat your brain with respect. It is a whole easier to not fuck brain chemistry up in the first place then just wait for the damage to repair itself. Sometimes it never does in rare instances.
How bad can they be? Fucked up. Ask joey24x18 if you want more info.
I've been working 12 hour shifts at this new job so I haven't been online much recently. Hey guys.
OP,take the advice that's been given to you, please. You're in for a world of hurt if not. I came off an 8 month binge a couple months ago and it had me borderline suicidal. Taking phenibut daily is not going to end well, period. I still feel a little "off" since that last binge. I have a whole tub of phenibut sitting in a drawer that you couldn't even pay me to consume.
I'm under the impression at this point phenibut may cause long term damage under the circumstances I was using it. Id suggest you take a long break from GABA related drugs and proceed afterwards only using phenibut once every week or two. Thats what I should've done.
Eventually if you keep using it this way, it's going to be a constant daily routine of "Fuck I have to wash down this disgusting powder or I'm going to have a 24 hour panic attack today.". After a month or two the side effects will kick In, all of the positive aspects of phenibut will be gone with all the negative effects remaining. You'll feel like a brain dead zombie.
Not to even mention the relationships I messed up with people close the to me and the job I lost during those 8 months, which I know wouldnt of happened if I hadn't been on phenibut. I used to not even leave my house unless I had three days worth of the shit in my pocket. Just in case I got stranded or the world started to end.
Hit me up if you need help tapering off a couple months from now though. Ive spent hundreds of hours researching phenibut addiction and withdrawal. I tried cold turky twice, and can only describe it as what I imagine hell to be like. My third attempt I came up with a taper plan that worked out pretty okay in the end. Not pain free, but maybe half as bad as cold turky.
Just flush whats left man, don't go down this road.