dopamimetic
Bluelighter
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I am on morphine maintenance, dosage was up to 600mg/d of retarded morphine, but I struggled to find a good dosage as it only worked well in the first week or so and when tolerance sets in I get more side effects than beneficial ones with upping the dose. 400mg/d appeared to be the most I did somewhat tolerate but even then I got heavy tiredness, pale skin, constipation and the most weird- some hints of positive symptoms, especially changes in how my thoughts appeared, not exactly hearing voices but something alike. Mostly when I was tired and before falling asleep. This wasn't dangerous but unnerving and with 600mg/d that stuff also sometimes appeared during daytime. Weird. Because of these side effects I've gone through withdrawal multiple times probably too fast but I just wanted to get these effects away.. to be left with craving, obviously.
Well at some point I began experimenting with extracting the pure morphine out of these pills and snorting it. For one, it is like 2-3x as potent so it lasts longer / or I can get a hit from time by time. But the unexpected is that it behaves much differently from the retarded and oral usage. There are no more auditory hallucinations (repeatedly. It's no placebo for sure), much less sedation - and with sedation I don't relate to nodding, I'd need much more to achieve that - fewer hormone imbalance, as in no sexual dysfunction, and a different withdrawal pattern. Fewer diarrhea, restlessness etc. but more sweating. Somehow like I'd skip the first phase of withdrawal and directly begin with phase II or so.
I am now on maybe 3x 20-30mg per day. on day 4 or so, with no changes besides of course a little tolerance as expected.
Now what's going on here? The obvious guess is that it must have to do with some peripheral receptors. At least there is this weird proglumide hitting CCK receptors and apparently helping with reversing opioid tolerance despite not acting centrally. And/or a hepatic first pass metabolite acting as something like a kappa agonist. This is much in line with many people saying that maintenance therapy is harder to kick than H (which of course nobody takes orally).
Thanks for clearing me up.
Well at some point I began experimenting with extracting the pure morphine out of these pills and snorting it. For one, it is like 2-3x as potent so it lasts longer / or I can get a hit from time by time. But the unexpected is that it behaves much differently from the retarded and oral usage. There are no more auditory hallucinations (repeatedly. It's no placebo for sure), much less sedation - and with sedation I don't relate to nodding, I'd need much more to achieve that - fewer hormone imbalance, as in no sexual dysfunction, and a different withdrawal pattern. Fewer diarrhea, restlessness etc. but more sweating. Somehow like I'd skip the first phase of withdrawal and directly begin with phase II or so.
I am now on maybe 3x 20-30mg per day. on day 4 or so, with no changes besides of course a little tolerance as expected.
Now what's going on here? The obvious guess is that it must have to do with some peripheral receptors. At least there is this weird proglumide hitting CCK receptors and apparently helping with reversing opioid tolerance despite not acting centrally. And/or a hepatic first pass metabolite acting as something like a kappa agonist. This is much in line with many people saying that maintenance therapy is harder to kick than H (which of course nobody takes orally).
Thanks for clearing me up.