Solipsis, if you're in here, do you IM 3meopcp?
I'm fairly sure I have IMed 3-MeO-PCP and certainly 3-MeO-PCP, but no I don't do that now. No fucking about with needles for me unless I would somehow really "have to", I don't have craving, obsessive, self-destructive or serious addictive tendencies either so not really interested in paying a shitload on micron filters, buddy.
Most things are better IM in my experience although oxy was very disappointing back then.
That's interesting @ the specifics / your ideas there drseltsam! In any case it does make sense heuristically..
Awareness seems very hard to measure if we are just guys making comparisons, I do think grown old you have just learned more from things that only come somewhat reliably from life experience. On the other hand some people never learn or change. I doubt that if some fat old Republican senator would live to see 200 he would likely become a Buddhist monk.
People who don't stay playful are IMO also more at risk of rusting into their mold... As you grow older you don't quite learn as easily so if you don't stay brisk, even more awareness might not do you any good cause you may just become utterly convergent in your thinking. It's nice to have so many pieces of the puzzle so to speak, but it's tricky and inflexible to just interpret everything by placing it in the same old limited perspective.
There are steps like awareness - realization - actualization, or knowledge vs wisdom that make the matter more complex and it seems like it's a two-edged sword anyway growing old. It would be great to have the insight you have later in life but the energy and innocent naievety that is mostly found in the young. I guess you can't have your cake and eat it too, although that expression always mindfucks me... well in any case, cosmic irony aye?... I sometimes can't help but feel like a joke is played on me or some fucked up alien sociological experiment.