princess2009
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Hi everyone, I'm brand new to this site so hopefully I don't do anything wrong whilst posting this.
I have a quick question concerning my general experience with psychedelics - specifically LSD/shrooms. (I've taken shrooms once and LSD countless times).
Every time I take LSD I get absolutely terrified for most of the peak.. It sort of 'ruins' the whole point of the trip I'm unable to move and unable to speak to anyone around me. My close friends have wanted to go outdoors with me on LSD trips before and I have been too afraid to do so, even though I felt completely comfortable with them and in the environment.
Once, I took LSD outside with my friend. We came up & were peaking out there but I was totally scared of everything and all I wanted to do was lay on the trampoline and let the trip take me over, instead of exploring, even though I know she wanted to. I was terrified of exploring and leaving the safehaven of the trampoline. When I felt a little more relaxed I managed to walk with her back inside. I always feel like I ruin my friends trips.
The one time that I took shrooms was essentially the same. I was in a completely comfortable/safe environment with my partner & my best friend but all I could do was play Wii U for like 4 hours.. I was even scared of just leaving the living room.
I can't quite identify what I'm so afraid of - because I know trips would be amazing outside if I could let loose. I think it has something to do with a fear of doing something stupid and hurting myself, or getting 'caught' by people outside? I know both of these are irrational. I'm just totally unable to relax Even when we're all inside and nobody is suggesting to go out, I constantly think about how scared I am of them suggesting to go outside. I also can hardly speak during LSD trips. It's really difficult for me whilst I'm tripping balls but I'm not sure if this is just a normal thing. It was the same on shrooms.
I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this, or knows a way to relax myself whilst tripping so I can enjoy nature/outdoors? I definitely think a tripsitter might help as I might feel more safe knowing someone sober is making safe decisions for me.
Any thoughts
I have a quick question concerning my general experience with psychedelics - specifically LSD/shrooms. (I've taken shrooms once and LSD countless times).
Every time I take LSD I get absolutely terrified for most of the peak.. It sort of 'ruins' the whole point of the trip I'm unable to move and unable to speak to anyone around me. My close friends have wanted to go outdoors with me on LSD trips before and I have been too afraid to do so, even though I felt completely comfortable with them and in the environment.
Once, I took LSD outside with my friend. We came up & were peaking out there but I was totally scared of everything and all I wanted to do was lay on the trampoline and let the trip take me over, instead of exploring, even though I know she wanted to. I was terrified of exploring and leaving the safehaven of the trampoline. When I felt a little more relaxed I managed to walk with her back inside. I always feel like I ruin my friends trips.
The one time that I took shrooms was essentially the same. I was in a completely comfortable/safe environment with my partner & my best friend but all I could do was play Wii U for like 4 hours.. I was even scared of just leaving the living room.
I can't quite identify what I'm so afraid of - because I know trips would be amazing outside if I could let loose. I think it has something to do with a fear of doing something stupid and hurting myself, or getting 'caught' by people outside? I know both of these are irrational. I'm just totally unable to relax Even when we're all inside and nobody is suggesting to go out, I constantly think about how scared I am of them suggesting to go outside. I also can hardly speak during LSD trips. It's really difficult for me whilst I'm tripping balls but I'm not sure if this is just a normal thing. It was the same on shrooms.
I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this, or knows a way to relax myself whilst tripping so I can enjoy nature/outdoors? I definitely think a tripsitter might help as I might feel more safe knowing someone sober is making safe decisions for me.
Any thoughts