Hi i have posted here years and years ago...was a regular lurker/ poster however forgot my login/changed email address...so im not as new as it looks...Anyway i am dyeing...my liver is shot meld score 18 and i am in constant pain my doc has me on 45mg of er morphine twice a day and i have 360 oxycodone hci instant rel....i am still in alot of pain.please send me links as i want to slam the Oxys...im afraid i ordered the incorrect needles i got(BD 31g 1cc 5/16 will these work..the 30s i have are the very small blues...doubt they have alot of fillers as they melt under my tongue.will cotton work just fine or should i hit he needle exchange and get a filter?i will die more than likely in a year so please save all the warnings of long term stuff...i just dont want to die sooner then i am going to any how.ive read and read and yes i am new to injecting my self ...i have been ived more than 50 times in the hospital...i dont feel anything eating them unless i mix with xanax and weed.i am looking for the correct way to prepare the pills so i can inject them...can i use 2 of these pills in one shot or should i back to back them?Please dont flame me as it is very hard for me to even type.Also i have a hard time shittting i am takeing the pills my doctor gave me and eatting figs/drinking los of water and trying to exercise if anyone knows something about help with constipation that would be great.I have tryed Magnesium..and that helps some.Anyway many links i followed here are now dead links..and i am getting conflicting information.Any kind soul with a tad bit of time please give me a step by step so i can iv these 30's.You tube sucks and im so sick i cant search any more.I am sure this has been posted a million times and im sorry.