Day 18
2mg bupe around 8:00 am. Once again, had a productive day, checking off items from my list. Cleaning, car inspection, and a home workout. Yesterday was my first home workout. I'll probably continue working out at home until next week when I'll have my car and get back to the gym. I was natural, big, and very strong. Of course being addicted destroyed that but luckily I don't look too bad for starting out again. I love going to the gym, my sleep, diet, and overall mood is great. It's just such a great chain reaction of positives. So I'm excited to start that.
For some reason last night I decided to take 1.5mg lorazepam. Not sure what I was looking for, some sort of high, euphoria... something. I got nothing, woke up the next morning extra tired and groggy. I also had a few drinks so probably not the smartest idea. Besides that feeling good and excited for the future.