vortex30
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Hi all,
About 1 year ago I hit the 80mg dose marker for oxycodone (had never taken that high of a dose before, ingesting a full 80 felt wasteful, but boy was I unaware how bad it could get...). By Spring I was dosing 160mg most of the time and 200mg was the highest I went until more recently, now I've done up to 280mg (was really noddy off that), this is mostly orally. I've injected hydromorphone several times since September and usually take 16mg IV. Also worth mentioning is during the summer I used methadone about 5 times over a month or two in the 25-55mg range. I don't use opiates every day as I could never afford that, my use over the past year probably averages out to 2-3 times a week. I've been through withdrawals several times but only mild-moderate, nothing severe. All that is just to give you an idea of my usage.
I'm now 5 days off opiates and plan to keep it that way for good except a cheeky dose some time during the holidays for fun. My main worry is long-term high tolerance, not so much relapsing and long-term addiction as I feel I'm done now. My natural tolerance was fairly high, I never did less than 20mg oxycodone and found that to be rather underwhelming even, I was up to 30-40mg quite fast even when using very occasionally. How low can I expect my tolerance to drop, and how long will this take? My worry is suffering some severe trauma in the future and not getting the pain relief I need (I've read they make IV hydromorphone in 4mg or lower doses...If I was in severe pain at this point I would want at least 8mg I reckon, but the docs would never know that I even need the big 4mg dose most likely, and just give me what makes non-tolerant people feel good, do they have any way of knowing that you're still in severe pain if you're unable to speak?). Or if I'm getting some surgery done, that I should inform them of the fact that my tolerance was/is very high, etc. and it will be so hard to predict how much I need during the surgery and after it...My doctor doesn't know, neither does my family and only a handful of my friends.
It certainly complicates things like this, something you never really think about when you're using but once you get a clean mind it's a bit of an, "oh shit..." sort of moment. Like you've really screwed yourself over for life if you ever get put in an unlucky circumstance. And for Pain Management, certainly my tolerance will shoot up very fast having been so high in the past.
It all really sucks, but makes me more adamant to quit, as obviously I should get it as low as I can as soon as I can if this is a concern of mine. Better to go in and need 40s of OC at a time or the 4mg IV hydromorphone rather than Fentanyl or be in severe pain with even IV hydromorphone not making the cut...
About 1 year ago I hit the 80mg dose marker for oxycodone (had never taken that high of a dose before, ingesting a full 80 felt wasteful, but boy was I unaware how bad it could get...). By Spring I was dosing 160mg most of the time and 200mg was the highest I went until more recently, now I've done up to 280mg (was really noddy off that), this is mostly orally. I've injected hydromorphone several times since September and usually take 16mg IV. Also worth mentioning is during the summer I used methadone about 5 times over a month or two in the 25-55mg range. I don't use opiates every day as I could never afford that, my use over the past year probably averages out to 2-3 times a week. I've been through withdrawals several times but only mild-moderate, nothing severe. All that is just to give you an idea of my usage.
I'm now 5 days off opiates and plan to keep it that way for good except a cheeky dose some time during the holidays for fun. My main worry is long-term high tolerance, not so much relapsing and long-term addiction as I feel I'm done now. My natural tolerance was fairly high, I never did less than 20mg oxycodone and found that to be rather underwhelming even, I was up to 30-40mg quite fast even when using very occasionally. How low can I expect my tolerance to drop, and how long will this take? My worry is suffering some severe trauma in the future and not getting the pain relief I need (I've read they make IV hydromorphone in 4mg or lower doses...If I was in severe pain at this point I would want at least 8mg I reckon, but the docs would never know that I even need the big 4mg dose most likely, and just give me what makes non-tolerant people feel good, do they have any way of knowing that you're still in severe pain if you're unable to speak?). Or if I'm getting some surgery done, that I should inform them of the fact that my tolerance was/is very high, etc. and it will be so hard to predict how much I need during the surgery and after it...My doctor doesn't know, neither does my family and only a handful of my friends.
It certainly complicates things like this, something you never really think about when you're using but once you get a clean mind it's a bit of an, "oh shit..." sort of moment. Like you've really screwed yourself over for life if you ever get put in an unlucky circumstance. And for Pain Management, certainly my tolerance will shoot up very fast having been so high in the past.
It all really sucks, but makes me more adamant to quit, as obviously I should get it as low as I can as soon as I can if this is a concern of mine. Better to go in and need 40s of OC at a time or the 4mg IV hydromorphone rather than Fentanyl or be in severe pain with even IV hydromorphone not making the cut...
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