SmokingWeed
Greenlighter
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- Dec 8, 2016
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Hey guys. I'm a 20 year old male who smokes weed for bipolar depression, OCD, Generalized Anxiety, and Social Anxiety. I have been to psychiatrists and they didn't help me at all. The pills didn't work. Therapy didn;t work. My psychiatrist of 4 years fired me a few months ago. I have been smoking marijuana for over 2 years. Heavy smoker for over a year and a half I'd say. I'm not on psychiatric meds. But when I'm high I get self conscious sometimes, such as "ah shit, was I touching my face a lot? Those people will think I'm a weirdo or on some type of drug. If they find out that it's only weed they might think I'm weird for acting weird on weed." Sometimes I even act this way when I'm sober. Sometimes I don't give a fuck. Other times it can cause some anxiety and OCD. Is this normal for someone who is trying to medicate mental illnesses with medical cannabis? For a short period of time I used to have mild panic attacks when high on weed, but now that doesn't bother me. Sometimes when sober or high I would be conscious of my facial expressions. I would sometimes not give a fuck. Sometimes I would.
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