I can't believe this, or maybe I can. I am a 59 yr old man, who after 9yrs of recovery finds himself smoking crack. I was given Adderall by a doctor to help with adhd (what was I thinking?) Anyway for some reason I didn't like the way it made me feel, so after 1 month decided without doctors permission to stop abruptly. It seems it set off this old habit and I now go on 1 day binges that I believe will kill me. I stop for a few weeks, do my recovery stuff and back at it. I heard about obogaine hcl and want to try it with support from a friend and discovered that I have to go to Mexico and spend a lot of money I don't have. This government is run by the FDA! Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated...