We've been married 12 years
We are first time parents I'm 41 and he's 44.
The baby keeps us pretty busy.
I stay at home with the baby she is 13 months old and is starting to walk.
We just have zero sex now a days.
Last time was New Year's Eve and it was awkward even. My husband will not have sex on a work night. He jacks off to porn everyday in morning before work. He's not really affectionate . I make dinner , do laundry , the chores etc. I know having a kid changes everything but damm this much? I've lost all my baby weight already --so that's good right?
I feel that he doesn't wanna bother with being vulnerable and intimate. So if he jacks of to porn it's straight to the point. I feel like a roomate not his wife. He comes home everyday from work and we eat dinner and play with our baby girl.
I fantasize about my old lovers because they were not bothered by trying to have a sexual relationship with me. I'm a Puerto Rican woman with big boobs and a nice ass and big lips. I never had a problem back in my younger days.
We both agreed before we had a kid that I would stay home with the little one. His commute is not long and his work hours are decent. No weekends or night shift.
I dream about sex all the time and I sext him often and he doesn't return the dirty talk. He says its weird to text nasty talk. He just can't go with the flow. I feel Sad. I wanna feel desired and wanted.
Even when we go out on the Weekend to run errands men flirt with me. In front of him and he's like well they better find their OWN wife not mine he says .
I even have sex toys and I don't use them because I want a real dick inside me or my mouth.
Maybe having a kid messed up our relationship!??
We are first time parents I'm 41 and he's 44.
The baby keeps us pretty busy.
I stay at home with the baby she is 13 months old and is starting to walk.
We just have zero sex now a days.
Last time was New Year's Eve and it was awkward even. My husband will not have sex on a work night. He jacks off to porn everyday in morning before work. He's not really affectionate . I make dinner , do laundry , the chores etc. I know having a kid changes everything but damm this much? I've lost all my baby weight already --so that's good right?
I feel that he doesn't wanna bother with being vulnerable and intimate. So if he jacks of to porn it's straight to the point. I feel like a roomate not his wife. He comes home everyday from work and we eat dinner and play with our baby girl.
I fantasize about my old lovers because they were not bothered by trying to have a sexual relationship with me. I'm a Puerto Rican woman with big boobs and a nice ass and big lips. I never had a problem back in my younger days.
We both agreed before we had a kid that I would stay home with the little one. His commute is not long and his work hours are decent. No weekends or night shift.
I dream about sex all the time and I sext him often and he doesn't return the dirty talk. He says its weird to text nasty talk. He just can't go with the flow. I feel Sad. I wanna feel desired and wanted.
Even when we go out on the Weekend to run errands men flirt with me. In front of him and he's like well they better find their OWN wife not mine he says .
I even have sex toys and I don't use them because I want a real dick inside me or my mouth.
Maybe having a kid messed up our relationship!??