champagnencocaine
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2017
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I've found this to be the main problem i've had since taking drugs is that ever since i've just found everything to be less pleasurable, this could have something to do with the antidepressants though. But I just find that nothing I have done since amphetamine gives me enough pleasure to be fulfilled, I genuinely haven't felt fulfilled from anything for a while.
I'm not low or high, but this is terrible because there's not really anything to live for, masturbation is nice but just isn't enough. I'd usually find masturbation would give me some kind of fulfillment in life and make me want to improve as a person, it seems this is lost.
I'd say i'd never really experience any kind of euphoria in life, before drugs I'd have natural feelings of euphoria, so yeah I kind of wish I never done drugs, a lot of natural beauty of life has been lost, I have much less emotions. This has kind of taken away my drive in life, I have this huge apathy now.
I'd definitely rather experience pleasure from sex & love than drugs.
Is this permanent?
I'm not low or high, but this is terrible because there's not really anything to live for, masturbation is nice but just isn't enough. I'd usually find masturbation would give me some kind of fulfillment in life and make me want to improve as a person, it seems this is lost.
I'd say i'd never really experience any kind of euphoria in life, before drugs I'd have natural feelings of euphoria, so yeah I kind of wish I never done drugs, a lot of natural beauty of life has been lost, I have much less emotions. This has kind of taken away my drive in life, I have this huge apathy now.
I'd definitely rather experience pleasure from sex & love than drugs.
Is this permanent?