Boats&Hoes
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 5, 2015
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- 9
So I am a 16, 167lb 6'3 male and I've been experimenting with harder drugs for about 6-9 months (don't really remember exactly the time when I started) and the first drug I tried was MDMA. I took two pills and had one of the best nights of my life. I instantly fell in love with the feeling but I knew how dangerous abusing it can be so I was careful about my rolling habits (no more than 2-3 in a night, spreading out rolls over a month or two, taking supplements to help serotonin receptors replenish). I started doing some other things like acid, shrooms, coke, dxm stuff like that. I have only done e about 5 times before and it was still magical every time. Then I took a 2 month gap before taking 3 orange mickies that I was sure were good pills and I didn't feel anything. I was pretty much sober the entire time except for a brief 5-10 minute period where I was rolling decently but then it stopped and I was just tired but not depressed at all unlike the previous times I did it. I was confused as to why I didn't roll hard that day when I should've with the amount of quality pills I took. Then I waited another month and a half and took 2 1/2 points of Molly. I snorted half a point then popped the other two. The friend I was with was going crazy because of how intense his roll was but again I only had a 5-10 minute period of mild rolling. I haven't used MDMA since because I'm tired of wasting my money. I was on low doses of antidepressants (Prozac and Zoloft) for a 6 month period about a year ago but that's the extent to medication I've been prescribed. I've also had similar experiences with not feeling anything from other uppers when I used to. The first two times I did coke I had a great time but then it just stopped working like the e no matter the quality or the amount. I was given 10 pills of 25 mg adderall xr and I took them two pills every hour but I didn't feel it nearly as strong as I should've (the reason I kept taking more) and it was only my second time doing adderall. I also had a situation where I smoked crystal meth for the first and only time and I took 3 hits out of a pipe and again everyone around me felt it but I didn't. I've never had any problems with drug addiction or abused any drugs because I have been relatively smart about staying away from addiction after seeing first hand someone be changed in a completely different from an addiction to heroin. Opiates still affect me the same and so does acid and shrooms but I don't like the way I always feel sick and all the misrable side effects that occur when I do any opiate causing me to have a distaste to them; so basically I'm just stuck with hallucinogens. I am unsure of why uppers don't affect me anymore when they used to make me feel great and like I was on top of the world.