zagor11
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I hope I am in the right category.
Hi everyone
For over 3 years I was using, then abusing oxycodone, oxycontin. I was prescribed it for my chronic pain but it got out of hand and I became an abuser. I was using VERY high doses the last 12 months of the use. Then I had to go to addiction clinic and was given suboxone. I was on 16 mg for almost 5 months.
Suboxone (I have pre-existing depression and anxiety) made me numb, fatigued, dysphoria and losing will to live plus many other symptoms symilar to opioid withdrawal.
I went to my doctor and asked him to put me back on oxy. She started me on 10 mg 3xday. I took my last dose od 8 mg of sub 52 hours before I took oxy. I felt a bit better from very mild sub withdrawal. Then I took 20 mg more (total 30). It made me sleep.
10 hours later I took 20 mg. Feel OK but no buzz* Then 2 hours ago, 76 hours since the last sub dose I took 30 mg oxycodone and again, nothing.
I just feel confusion and depression.
*Now I will mention why I want to catch some "high". I am VERY aware how these pills can trick me again but my intention is to be on them about 3 month until I find an antidepressant that works. the HIGH helps for depression in a short term similar to alcohol but I know it is not a treatment for it, I use it only until I can feel depression and anxiety free. (I believe Suboxone blocked all AD I tried). This is not an excuse because I could simply ask how to get high after suboxone but these are the facts.
At this moment it has been exactly 78 hours since I took last dose of sub and 2 hours since I took oxy.
My question is, how long it might take til I feel a good effect of oxy.
PS. If I didn't switch back to oxy (I had to and my doctor knows my history and my chronic pain which I plan to go to a special pain clinic for) I would never be able to get off suboxone. I guess I will end up on 30 mg 3xday but am waiting for suboxone to leave my system to start antidepressants and a good buzz from opiods keeps me going mentally wise.
Thanks
Hi everyone
For over 3 years I was using, then abusing oxycodone, oxycontin. I was prescribed it for my chronic pain but it got out of hand and I became an abuser. I was using VERY high doses the last 12 months of the use. Then I had to go to addiction clinic and was given suboxone. I was on 16 mg for almost 5 months.
Suboxone (I have pre-existing depression and anxiety) made me numb, fatigued, dysphoria and losing will to live plus many other symptoms symilar to opioid withdrawal.
I went to my doctor and asked him to put me back on oxy. She started me on 10 mg 3xday. I took my last dose od 8 mg of sub 52 hours before I took oxy. I felt a bit better from very mild sub withdrawal. Then I took 20 mg more (total 30). It made me sleep.
10 hours later I took 20 mg. Feel OK but no buzz* Then 2 hours ago, 76 hours since the last sub dose I took 30 mg oxycodone and again, nothing.
I just feel confusion and depression.
*Now I will mention why I want to catch some "high". I am VERY aware how these pills can trick me again but my intention is to be on them about 3 month until I find an antidepressant that works. the HIGH helps for depression in a short term similar to alcohol but I know it is not a treatment for it, I use it only until I can feel depression and anxiety free. (I believe Suboxone blocked all AD I tried). This is not an excuse because I could simply ask how to get high after suboxone but these are the facts.
At this moment it has been exactly 78 hours since I took last dose of sub and 2 hours since I took oxy.
My question is, how long it might take til I feel a good effect of oxy.
PS. If I didn't switch back to oxy (I had to and my doctor knows my history and my chronic pain which I plan to go to a special pain clinic for) I would never be able to get off suboxone. I guess I will end up on 30 mg 3xday but am waiting for suboxone to leave my system to start antidepressants and a good buzz from opiods keeps me going mentally wise.
Thanks