Nostalgia

[indigoaura]

<Post your nostalgic MDMA memories here>

I remember we
all went to Astroworld
(Before it was a rap album
it was a park,
Houston's pride and joy)
We wanted to ride the roller coasters,
rolling.

While waiting for the Mayan Mindbender
in the dark,
we started rushing,
coming up,
rain started pouring,
coming up
three feet to our knees
at Astroworld.

That pitch black ride
flashed by,
spit us out on the other side,
peaking.
The announcers' voice
boomed out.
Flash flood.
The park had closed.
Flash flood.
Freaking out.
We were kicked out
of Astroworld.

Sloshing, splashing, laughing,
running to the car,
no one fit to drive,
trapped inside,
water rising outside,
Filter on the stereo.

Soaking wet.
Back rubs.
Anybody got some gum?
Rescued in a van,
crash party at a friend's
house, then once again kicked out.
Coming down,
2am,
taking a walk that seemed to never end;
home.

 

[nznity]

-December 31st 2016-
I wake up sweating in wds, sneak into my father's room, it's 7 am and he's taking a shower. I grab his pants and grab 2 bills, one of 100 and another one of 50.
I immediately call my dealer and get a taxi to his place, grab 6 morphine ampoules and i'm set for new years. Bang 2 ampoules and relief.
Fast forward to that night, I go to a beach house of my dad's friend. There's a rave on the next beach from the highway, i don't have any money so i think what a bummer.
After my midnight i get a phone call from my cousin, he asks me what i'm up? and i tell him nothing. He tells me to meet him by the pier.
We smoke a joint and he tells me if i want to go to that rave. i say HELL FUCKING YEAH. He pays for everything and we get into a cab to the next beach, my cousin, his gf and me. At this point it feels like a dream what it's happening. We get to the entrance of the venue and my cousin pays for 3 SUPER VIP tickets. We get into the party and i go to the vip area, IMMEDIATELY i bump into a friend and i ask him if he got any pills? he shows me a bag of pink redbulls, i give him all the money i had a bill of 50 for 1. I eat half of it and give half to my cousin. The party is at it's peak, i start rolling good after 40 mins or so, bump into a lot of friends, i do some poppers with a good friend of mine throughout the night. At this point it's 3 am and i notice a girl is looking at me with a grin on her face, I tell her on her ear " I can feel the love from everyone" and she smiles, then i ask her what's her name "Angella she says". Then we start dancing together the rest of the night. My cousin leaves at 4am or so, I stay with this girl and leave with her. We exchange facebooks and next week I'm going out with her. Fast forward a month and we are dating. That relationship lasted a year. I'm always gonna fucking love her, we went to so many parties together, we tripped together, ate mdma at my place and made LOVE, etc. I miss you Ange Good memories though