nuttynutskin
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I'm not a pot smoker anymore (haven't been for years), but just lately the opportunity arose for me to try some and I thought what the hell. The main reason I stopped smoking weed was because I found it was causing me paranoia or just to feel strange more and more as my mental illness progressed. But either way, when I tried it again just recently I noticed that the paranoia wasn't really there anymore but I found myself shifting towards negative thought loops involving things about my life. I would sort of identify it and try to break the thought loop, but I would just get stuck on it, or it would switch to something else negative. In a way I almost feel it was trying to force me to reevaluate things and look at my life, but it wasn't exactly a fun experience. Has anyone else experienced this? I didn't expect I would care for weed all that much trying it again, but the presence of another side effect sort of surprised me.
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