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SWIM'll be straight SWIMs not feeling to great, just caught pneumonia from his younger brother and SWIM has lurked on these websites but does not know the rules or have an account. Should he say something that warrants takedown could whichever admin point him in the right direction or to answers? I know the SWIM and stuff (Which he is not sure how to use correctly) but what he needs to talk about is medications that have been legally prescribed and are not, for the most part, misused. He'll err on the side of caution and hope you guys understand. SWIM is 24 and overweight from a family with a history of severe drug abuse and mental disorders and ,with his siblings, they suffered abuse and eventual abandonment from their mother. Environmental issues aside, he was diagnosed with Juvenile Bipolar Disorder or ADHD depending on which divorce court ordered therapist wanted to believe. SWIM and his father, ignored it and life got better as life mellowed he was good in school and while not the king the popular kids he was right there among them. Then at 17 SWIM just crashed, dropped out, started drinking, using and just did shitty things. When SWIMs 22nd birthday came around a hospitalization, rehab and real psychiatric help has come to bring back some of his life and now is diagnosed with Sever rapid cycling bipolar (with dysphoric mania and psychotic episodes) Generalized Anxiety Disorder and PTSD. BUT the meds he has been prescribed while not causing problems with abuse just..... Well just look at what SWIM takes to not go crazy.
<DAILY MEDICTION>
-Zyprexa 20mg at bedtime
-403mg intranasal spray Ketamine SOL 15mg/ML (Taken every 3 days)
-1mg of Xanax 4 times daily as needed
-Two 37.2(?)mg Phentermine twice daily
-500mg of Nuvigil in the morning daily
-30mg Restoril also at bedtime
-Trilepdal 150mg daily
-0.1mg Clonidine for BP
Now with the Pneumonia they gave me the codeine 10mg/5ml and 100mg/5ml Guiafenasen (Can't spell) plus Prednisone and an Antibiotic.
For the Record I'm not bragging or seeing a shady Doc, Without naming names I see these doctors who prescribed these and participate in a study (The Ketamine) at NIMH. The exceptions being the Pneumonia meds were given by a local GP who is aware or what I'm taking.
Thank you so much for bearing through this background and here are the questions I can't seem to get the doctors to answer.
1. Ketamine seems to have different effects every time and that "For the most part" referring to misuse was when I have on a few occasions broken down and went IM. In either case I can not seem to get an answer as to the setting and general standard feelings I'm supposed to feel. Consider I have been titrating up from 10mg of K to my ridiculous dose how can I get the most out of the nasal spray? Also on the occasions I have IMed I ended up watching Neflix on my phone in the dark and it was awesome but was that a waste?
2. Ketamine despite being an anesthetic stimulates me. Why?
3. Two powerful Benzos taken in the same day as two stimulants? Shouldn't I be dead or addicted by now?
4. Zyprexa COMPLETELY KILLS all of the "recreational" effects of these meds is that intentional?
SWIM feels like a walking pharmacy and I just want someone to help me understand. It seems I have given up on SWIM but it's 5am and you saw the list I'm not even sure any of this makes sense.
Thanks For your time.
Peace.
<DAILY MEDICTION>
-Zyprexa 20mg at bedtime
-403mg intranasal spray Ketamine SOL 15mg/ML (Taken every 3 days)
-1mg of Xanax 4 times daily as needed
-Two 37.2(?)mg Phentermine twice daily
-500mg of Nuvigil in the morning daily
-30mg Restoril also at bedtime
-Trilepdal 150mg daily
-0.1mg Clonidine for BP
Now with the Pneumonia they gave me the codeine 10mg/5ml and 100mg/5ml Guiafenasen (Can't spell) plus Prednisone and an Antibiotic.
For the Record I'm not bragging or seeing a shady Doc, Without naming names I see these doctors who prescribed these and participate in a study (The Ketamine) at NIMH. The exceptions being the Pneumonia meds were given by a local GP who is aware or what I'm taking.
Thank you so much for bearing through this background and here are the questions I can't seem to get the doctors to answer.
1. Ketamine seems to have different effects every time and that "For the most part" referring to misuse was when I have on a few occasions broken down and went IM. In either case I can not seem to get an answer as to the setting and general standard feelings I'm supposed to feel. Consider I have been titrating up from 10mg of K to my ridiculous dose how can I get the most out of the nasal spray? Also on the occasions I have IMed I ended up watching Neflix on my phone in the dark and it was awesome but was that a waste?
2. Ketamine despite being an anesthetic stimulates me. Why?
3. Two powerful Benzos taken in the same day as two stimulants? Shouldn't I be dead or addicted by now?
4. Zyprexa COMPLETELY KILLS all of the "recreational" effects of these meds is that intentional?
SWIM feels like a walking pharmacy and I just want someone to help me understand. It seems I have given up on SWIM but it's 5am and you saw the list I'm not even sure any of this makes sense.
Thanks For your time.
Peace.