I apologize for posting a lot on here, but I feel like the replies i get on here are very helpful.
So anyways my friends and I attended a 3 day music festival where we consumed pressed ecstasy pills ( blue and white skypes 200mg and orange teslas 200mg but apparently are stronger)
Heres how we all dosed June9th through june 11th: (accompanied with alcohol and cocain)
Me: Friday 1.5 skypes, saturday 1 skype, sunday 1 skype and a quarter of a tesla. I weigh 145 lbs about 65kg
Friends: friday 2 skypes, saturday 2 skypes, sunday 1 skype and 1 tesla. they all weigh between 190 and 220 lbs (86kg to 95kg)
for the next month I drank for about 3 to 5 times a week accompanied with some cocain.
All of them don't seem to be worrying as much as me or are feeling any of the "LTC" side effects.
I on the other hand went through, or atleast thought I went through the "LTC" side effects. I felt very worry some about permanent brain damage, I felt like I just wasn't myself, and now I'm having insomnia and I think its harder for me to focus in class and worrying about memory problems.
am I just psyching myself out? Shouldn't my friends feeling the "LTC" effects too since they did way more than me?
It has been almost 12 weeks since the mdma binge and I still think my poor concentration and memory problems are caused from the mdma binge. I understand that time, diet, exercise and meditation will help me recover. I've been exercising almost 5 days a week and meditating atleast twice a week. I do drink atleast once a week, on the weekends.
Any explanation as to why this seems to be effecting me even though I did less? I've done molly in the past (never pressed pills, usually pure mdma) and I did feel some sort of hangover from it, but it has never caused me to worry for months. I would get over it fairly quickly.
So anyways my friends and I attended a 3 day music festival where we consumed pressed ecstasy pills ( blue and white skypes 200mg and orange teslas 200mg but apparently are stronger)
Heres how we all dosed June9th through june 11th: (accompanied with alcohol and cocain)
Me: Friday 1.5 skypes, saturday 1 skype, sunday 1 skype and a quarter of a tesla. I weigh 145 lbs about 65kg
Friends: friday 2 skypes, saturday 2 skypes, sunday 1 skype and 1 tesla. they all weigh between 190 and 220 lbs (86kg to 95kg)
for the next month I drank for about 3 to 5 times a week accompanied with some cocain.
All of them don't seem to be worrying as much as me or are feeling any of the "LTC" side effects.
I on the other hand went through, or atleast thought I went through the "LTC" side effects. I felt very worry some about permanent brain damage, I felt like I just wasn't myself, and now I'm having insomnia and I think its harder for me to focus in class and worrying about memory problems.
am I just psyching myself out? Shouldn't my friends feeling the "LTC" effects too since they did way more than me?
It has been almost 12 weeks since the mdma binge and I still think my poor concentration and memory problems are caused from the mdma binge. I understand that time, diet, exercise and meditation will help me recover. I've been exercising almost 5 days a week and meditating atleast twice a week. I do drink atleast once a week, on the weekends.
Any explanation as to why this seems to be effecting me even though I did less? I've done molly in the past (never pressed pills, usually pure mdma) and I did feel some sort of hangover from it, but it has never caused me to worry for months. I would get over it fairly quickly.