Korrit
Bluelighter
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- Feb 27, 2017
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Hi guys
Help needed here.
I had an awfull trip nearly 2 years ago and since that I no longer can trip without having lot of unbearable anxiety during the whole duration of the trip.. or worse: panic attack and I find myself forced to kill the trip every time by using a benzo I've got this issue exclusively if I choose to trip with acid or 2cb.
Other psychedelics like Allad, 4ho-mipt, MDMA or eth-lad are fine for me if in standard doses.
Seems like that trip gives me some kind of PTSD. Or some kind of phobia from tripping hard... it is now easy for me to totally freak out if I feel that I'm "losing control"
Any idea on how to o overcome this? Maybe using low doses of acid and work my way slowly? I don't seek to be able to take 200 mic of acid.. just be able to appreciate a tab at 100 mic without freaking out. Any help would be much appreciated
Thank you.
Psst: if intrested I wrote a detailed TR about my traumatic trip: https://www.bluelight.org/xf/thread...ed-walking-through-hell.837224/#post-14679138