Okay, so I created this account basically to seek some advice because i've asked my friends about it but I don't feel I can trust their knowledge enough to go on it alone!
Basically I did MDMA for the first time in the summer, at Reading festival, I got an amazing effect the first day I did it, the best feeling i could imagine (what i remember of it anyway).
The first time i took it at reading was on the Friday and as i said the feeling was great and i didn't have any kind of comedown really, I dunno if you are supposed to get one or not. The second time i took it over that weekend was the following day, and this is where i came into problems, after taking it, probably about .15-.2g wrapped in a rizla i felt no effect after probably around 30 mins so i thought it was odd, then finally when i did feel an effect i felt EXTREMELY paranoid like everyone was out to get me and everyone was looking at me, i ended up going to a member of security and sitting with him so i could feel safe. I stayed here for probably about 40 minutes, still feeling extremely paranoid i went and found the Samaritans tent, i didn't know it was a Samaritans tent at the time, just looked like somewhere comfy to sit. I sat and ended up talking to one of the Samaritans for a good few hours which did make me feel a lot safer, but i was paranoid slightly still.
Basically since then i haven't touched it, but i really do want to experience that feeling i had the first time again, and i was just wondering if this is normal or if anyone else has experienced this? what could have caused it?
I thought i should just say, on the Friday when i had the amazing feeling trip at first i felt very sick and light headed as if i was going to pass out and had to sit down then i remember my heart going very very fast, but my friend sat with me and calmed me down.
if there are any questions i should answer to help with an explanation ask away!
ANY input or help would be greatly appreciated, thankyou
If it means anything im a 17 year old male
Basically I did MDMA for the first time in the summer, at Reading festival, I got an amazing effect the first day I did it, the best feeling i could imagine (what i remember of it anyway).
The first time i took it at reading was on the Friday and as i said the feeling was great and i didn't have any kind of comedown really, I dunno if you are supposed to get one or not. The second time i took it over that weekend was the following day, and this is where i came into problems, after taking it, probably about .15-.2g wrapped in a rizla i felt no effect after probably around 30 mins so i thought it was odd, then finally when i did feel an effect i felt EXTREMELY paranoid like everyone was out to get me and everyone was looking at me, i ended up going to a member of security and sitting with him so i could feel safe. I stayed here for probably about 40 minutes, still feeling extremely paranoid i went and found the Samaritans tent, i didn't know it was a Samaritans tent at the time, just looked like somewhere comfy to sit. I sat and ended up talking to one of the Samaritans for a good few hours which did make me feel a lot safer, but i was paranoid slightly still.
Basically since then i haven't touched it, but i really do want to experience that feeling i had the first time again, and i was just wondering if this is normal or if anyone else has experienced this? what could have caused it?
I thought i should just say, on the Friday when i had the amazing feeling trip at first i felt very sick and light headed as if i was going to pass out and had to sit down then i remember my heart going very very fast, but my friend sat with me and calmed me down.
if there are any questions i should answer to help with an explanation ask away!
ANY input or help would be greatly appreciated, thankyou
If it means anything im a 17 year old male