dontknowwhattodoo
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 23, 2018
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So it all started about a year ago when I went to a concert with a couple of my friends. I'm not sure if its all in my head or not but I wanted to get some more insight from other people because I feel like I'm alone in this. So pretty much I took ecstasy for my third time and I was taking it with a friend who was taking it for his first time. I was having a great time at first dancing with a girl I met there and realized my friend was gone. I instantly asked my other friends where he was and started to go look for him. after a few moments we found him but everyone began to worry about me instead. I didn't know why at first but everyone began to try and cheer me up when I didn't feel too bothered after we found him. I realized something was wrong when I walked past a homeless man and he said "I'm trying to be what he on". my friends were trying to "cheer me up" the whole night after we got home but I felt totally fine I think. Later on I felt like the left side of my face was more droopy than the right side of my face before I went to sleep and when I woke up it felt the same. I also started to feel more anxiety ever since that ive never really felt before whether its in class, ordering food, or just most social environments. These affects are still happening and I was wondering if its actually possible to get "stuck" as they say and does it last forever? I ask this because sometimes people bring up trips, depression, and other things relating to how I'm feeling without me even bringing it up so I'm just worried maybe its written all over my face or something. thank you for reading