SomeDamnGuy1435
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- Aug 18, 2015
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Sorry I'm New And Didn't Know Where To Put This Post . So I'm Addicted To opioids And Opiates When I Use I Use 40-100 Mg Of Oxycodone When I Have It And 100 -150 Mg Of Hydrocodone CWE ..And For The Past Two Weeks All I Could Find Was Subutex Or Suboxone.So Today I Drank So Grapefruit Juice And It Really Seems To Help Me Stay At The Peak Of My Suboxone Buzz ( All It Really Is )
Drugs I Use In Order From Most To Least Used
1.Oxycodone And HydroCodone
2.Xanex (Alone And With #1^)
3.Marijuana ( Only For Withdrawal For #1 )
4.Adderall And Ritalin (With #2 )
5.Shrooms ( Once A Month )
6.Suboxone And Subutex (If All I Can Find )
Also A Pack A Day Smoker Since 16
A Little Background Info About Me I'm 20 Years Old Been Using Anything I Can Get My Hands On Since I Was 13 I'm 5'9 138 lbs
My Parents Split Up When I Was In The Second Grade Because My Real Father Abused My Dear Mother A lot And Hearing And Seeing All That Left Me With Crippling Anxiety And A Hole In My Heart To Shovel Chemicals Into That Will Never Be Field ..
Its Not Like I Wanna Die I Just Wanna Be Normal But I Know If I Keep At It I Am Going To Die I Want A Way Out ..Need Some Advice On Safer Drug Use Because I Know If I Stop I'll End Up Going Crazy With All The Anxiety , Also My Drug Use Is Daily If I Don't I Can't Leave The House . My Drug Habbit Made Me Lose My Highschool Sweet Her / Ex Fiancee And My Only True Love 6 Months Ago Is There Any Way I Could Still Balance A Relationship With My Drug Use I Don't Wanna Die Alone
So I'm Asking How To Use Safer And Still Use But Balance A Relationship Advice Thanks In Advanced
Drugs I Use In Order From Most To Least Used
1.Oxycodone And HydroCodone
2.Xanex (Alone And With #1^)
3.Marijuana ( Only For Withdrawal For #1 )
4.Adderall And Ritalin (With #2 )
5.Shrooms ( Once A Month )
6.Suboxone And Subutex (If All I Can Find )
Also A Pack A Day Smoker Since 16
A Little Background Info About Me I'm 20 Years Old Been Using Anything I Can Get My Hands On Since I Was 13 I'm 5'9 138 lbs
My Parents Split Up When I Was In The Second Grade Because My Real Father Abused My Dear Mother A lot And Hearing And Seeing All That Left Me With Crippling Anxiety And A Hole In My Heart To Shovel Chemicals Into That Will Never Be Field ..
Its Not Like I Wanna Die I Just Wanna Be Normal But I Know If I Keep At It I Am Going To Die I Want A Way Out ..Need Some Advice On Safer Drug Use Because I Know If I Stop I'll End Up Going Crazy With All The Anxiety , Also My Drug Use Is Daily If I Don't I Can't Leave The House . My Drug Habbit Made Me Lose My Highschool Sweet Her / Ex Fiancee And My Only True Love 6 Months Ago Is There Any Way I Could Still Balance A Relationship With My Drug Use I Don't Wanna Die Alone
So I'm Asking How To Use Safer And Still Use But Balance A Relationship Advice Thanks In Advanced