Well it seems I'm able to work only If I'm on drugs. I was best worker for 3 years as I was eating opium every day, was on it 24/7 I decide to quit it so I had to quit work too. Very nasty Wd's. I was jobless and I enjoyed it, then I wen to work again 6 month, so I started to use opium again, again decided to quit, even more nastier WD's, this time lasted 6 months. I was enjoying my life again but was running out of money and couldn't pay bills, so I started to work again. Now I eat only pregabalin 1-2g day. It makes me look like I'm drunk and I get these brain zaps every 5 min, but still I'm the best worker in the place. I took some oxycodone and was nodding in workplace so I went sick leave for 2 weeks and didn't take any drugs and was enjoying my life. Now I have to work again so 2g pegabalin every day. I've oce ended 4 months 1,5g pregaablin habit and it was terrible, s terrible as opium WD's, so I'm not planning to be on pregabalin or gabapentin very long.
I don't enjoy working on amphetamines, I never have had problems with amphetamines in past 15 years, I've smoked crystal meth with prostitutes no problems, I use them for fun (hookers or porn for 10 hour sex or on meth watchin porn 12 hours) once a month or even few times a year.
It seems I need to get disabled persons money to get off working for rest of my life, as I rather not take drugs. I enjoy life without work, I can't work without drugs.
Now because of pregabalin doesnbt work as I would like maybe I should add 3,5g gabapentin to my 1,5g pregabalin?
I drive car, once I lost license but got it back. Once I nodded from oxycodone while driving, I wake up 2 hours later, good that police didnt notice.
So what drugs should I use to work? I rather enjoy getting money and buying new tech. Right now I try this new "anti-depressant", maybe it makes me able to work without drugs, I don't want to waste money to drugs (once smoked 100€ worth of oxys), or to experience WD's again. I'm not planning to use any opioids any more, WD's are terrible and only good opioids which I can get and enjoy are oxycodone and opium, opium cost me 500€/month when I was working, oxys would cost me 1000€ if I was to use 120mg daily.
I don't enjoy working on amphetamines, I never have had problems with amphetamines in past 15 years, I've smoked crystal meth with prostitutes no problems, I use them for fun (hookers or porn for 10 hour sex or on meth watchin porn 12 hours) once a month or even few times a year.
It seems I need to get disabled persons money to get off working for rest of my life, as I rather not take drugs. I enjoy life without work, I can't work without drugs.
Now because of pregabalin doesnbt work as I would like maybe I should add 3,5g gabapentin to my 1,5g pregabalin?
I drive car, once I lost license but got it back. Once I nodded from oxycodone while driving, I wake up 2 hours later, good that police didnt notice.
So what drugs should I use to work? I rather enjoy getting money and buying new tech. Right now I try this new "anti-depressant", maybe it makes me able to work without drugs, I don't want to waste money to drugs (once smoked 100€ worth of oxys), or to experience WD's again. I'm not planning to use any opioids any more, WD's are terrible and only good opioids which I can get and enjoy are oxycodone and opium, opium cost me 500€/month when I was working, oxys would cost me 1000€ if I was to use 120mg daily.
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