The thing it comes down to... really all it comes down to is accepting your going to feal really rough for six or seven days.. If you look back at when you returned to use it was right at the height of withdrawal.. three days are right about when all the drugs you were useing were completely out of your system. It does not get any worse than that, sure after being there for a day or so we can get worn down. But think about it, you have already been in the misery for way longer than you would have been if you had not returned to use. I know it sucks, really i FUCKING know as i spent a grip there and it was not my first time.
So we find ourselves slipping into a doing the same thing and expecting different results paradime.
You said before that clonodine didn't do anything for you. Its a adrenal antagonist. Your absolutely right when you say you did not notice anything, but you are not correct when you say it did nothing for you. It does allot and when it is combined with non opiate medications that relieve the other symptoms you will be very happy its on board. You also stated that the other medications I promote have their own problems, well yes this is absolutely true, but none that come on in a weeks course designed to help you detox from the opiates. Trueth. I'm not presenting a medication line that will help you skip the piper, it does not exist. I present a line of medications that will make your time in the tunnel as short and as bearable as possible.
The honest truth is that you can deal with this.. I gave you an inflated time as all people are a little different and coming to a promised time frame for relief after a huge struggle like this can crush even the strongest. At this point you will be out in 6.5 day easy. You may even be out much sooner, like 5.5. what you need to do is say fuck this im done.. I can do seven days sitting on my head is it means I will not end up doing 35 days trying to avoid it and then still have to do it anyway.
The real first victory comes when we say fuck it, no matter how I fucking feal I know there is relief at the end of this tunnel and I know its less then seven days away.. Im done playing games with myself, this is a battle I have no choice but to fight and win, im done fighting and losing over and over, so im in for the haul. Im going to feal like ass and be driven to use like its my life on the line. But Im going to stick this one out no matter what as there is relief without a doubt at the end and im not going to trudge up the same shit ass trail i have passed over and over, only to plummet for a seconds unfulfilling rest, to start the missry over again.
So how are you going to approach this victorious achievement differently? Have you been sitting around or laying around in misery, what's the fucking point of that.. if I can jump of the whale killing dose i had going and do all the shit I did, and im the farthest thing from super man, then you may consider planning some stuff to do.
You are doing this!! Fight, man your less then seven days away from the light at the end of the first tunnel and it never going to get easier so just jump already.
, you got this
