limegreen_421
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I'm very close to w/ds from fentanyl. I've been physically addicted for approximately a year. Don't know my dosage as the stuff I've been getting isn't pharma fent, but clandestine lab fent. I know, I'm an idiot. I've been in a weird semi-w/d (tapering the last of my supply basically) and its hell. I'm so depressed and have zero energy. I know this is largely because I went from doing a gram of what was billed as china white (not here to argue terminolgy or anything like that. I know what I was getting wasn't real heroin #4 as it was purely some analogue of fent). I've been totally out of that since Sunday am, but had tapered very quickly for about a week prior from a gram a day (snorted) down to less than 1/4 of a gram a day. I'd only been using that powder since March. Prior to that I had a nasal spray. I've been back on the nasal spray since the powder has run out and its been hell. I was weirdly doing so much better on a tapered dose of the powder than I am back on the nasal spray. Yes, I'm not in full wds by any means, but I'm certainly not comfortable and certainly not getting high. I've wanted off for a long time and when the powder supply dried up and I got ripped off for nearly $600, I took those as major signs that it was time to take my life back. I'll try to link to a couple of other threads I've started to give more background info and not make this an extra-long post/hi-jack the thread in any way. Basically I'm being a total baby about this whole process and I really need some support. I'm really scared of the wds and have only ever been through the first 36 hrs before I was able to get more, so I don't even know the worst of it. Plus my tolerance is way higher than what it was when I did that 36 hrs. I know this is going to be a temporary condition and I WILL get and feel so much better once its over (aside from dealing with any PAWS issues), but I am a nervous person as it is and am trying so hard not to panic, I just don't have anyone at all to talk to about this.
Finally to my question about using suboxone through the w/d process. I've never used it before (I'm honestly quite drug-naive, i had no business getting involved with this shit as I had an extremely low tolerence to vicodin when I started. Literally 3.75 mgs would make me feel awesome). I've done my research and am aware that I need to be in full wds before I were to ever consider using it. I only want to be able to get through the worst of the w/ds, I do not want to trade addictions. Is it possible to just use it for the first 4-6 days of wds without any real consequences? Or will it just stave off my actual wds until I stop taking it? Really need help on that question! I'll add my links to my prior threads below if anyone wants any further background info. If this post needs to be moved someplace more appropriate please do so. I am fairly new here and am still learning the ropes. I'm 30, but have never been a huge forum person so I'm not great at it yet.
link: (There should be another one that explains why I even started messing around with this stuff, but I cannot find it right now and its irrelevant since I am where I am now)
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/825766-Need-Support-While-I-Kick-Fent-Please-Help!
Finally to my question about using suboxone through the w/d process. I've never used it before (I'm honestly quite drug-naive, i had no business getting involved with this shit as I had an extremely low tolerence to vicodin when I started. Literally 3.75 mgs would make me feel awesome). I've done my research and am aware that I need to be in full wds before I were to ever consider using it. I only want to be able to get through the worst of the w/ds, I do not want to trade addictions. Is it possible to just use it for the first 4-6 days of wds without any real consequences? Or will it just stave off my actual wds until I stop taking it? Really need help on that question! I'll add my links to my prior threads below if anyone wants any further background info. If this post needs to be moved someplace more appropriate please do so. I am fairly new here and am still learning the ropes. I'm 30, but have never been a huge forum person so I'm not great at it yet.
link: (There should be another one that explains why I even started messing around with this stuff, but I cannot find it right now and its irrelevant since I am where I am now)
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/825766-Need-Support-While-I-Kick-Fent-Please-Help!