nznity
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Ok so long story short I've had a massive non stop 100 mg Morphine ampoules addiction( as some of u may know already) for the past 2 years. I've been trying to quit so many times but my first serious attempt was on 30 november of last year. I went to Cusco for a 15 days, stayed at a friends house and got to know the city a bit but ultimately ended relapsing when i got back to Lima. Fast forward a month and a half, i was back on 100 mg again and got a job in Ica(another city from my country) so i moved there to assist a friend with managing his hotel. Long story short they ended up kicking me out because they discovered i was ordering ampoules from my dealer in Lima. Fast forward to March 21, lockdown starts in Peru so i couldn't go out for shit, didn't have a job anymore and run out of money so i bought 20 clonazepams, 20 gabapentins 300mg and 2 blisters of Loperamide. It was a real hard kick but i managed to stay 3 weeks clean until i received a stimulus check from the Gov...... Yeah, what u guys imagined i relapsed again. Did 100mg after 3 weeks and just after doing the shot i knew i had done too much. i felt the taste of morphine on the back of my throat, coupled with pregabalin 150mg and 4mg clonazepam i blacked out at my friends house for an entire day. Next day i do half that dose, 50mg. Then i stop for 2-3 days and do 40mgThen i stopped for a 5 days and did as follows: 20mg shot last friday, saturday nothing,Sunday nothing. MONDAY 50MG 2 days nothing thursday 30mg and today i did 10mg. I'm done tapering and my tolerance is kinda low atm, i think i can hold with gabapentin now. I justn eeda make it past day 5 and im done with this shit for good. I'ma try to stay clean for a good while this itme though. My country is going downhill, morphine has doubled its price, its scarce, i got no money, no job atm. So it's a good time to get sorted. Please guys if u have any advice for me I'd really appreciate it. Ty in advance, Ur peruvian friendly neighbor, Nick(NZN) Thanks for reading.