MyDoorsAreOpen
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There's a spiritual and intellectual brick wall I tend to crash into every now and then. Like crashes of the literal type, they're few and far between, but each one frustratingly familiar and leaving me shaken for a bit. I'll find a book (or less commonly, a magazine article or a webpage) with a tantalizing title, purporting to shed some serious light on the nature of religion, spirituality, the supernatural, or just mankind's search for meaning in general. There'll be nothing snide or smug about the title or the tone of the writing, and the author will grab me with some really great ideas that I can dig. There'll be words of wisdom peppered throughout from familiar spiritual wisdom figures whose names I've known since the cradle, used to support some overarching theory. I'll be anticipating some grand "aha" moment, when modern scholarship backs up and validates some of my deepest yearnings.
And I'll wait. And read some more. And wait. And read some more. But then at some point I'll read a sentence that hits me with a sinking, "hey wait a minute", kind of feeling. And as I flip through the pages and paragraphs a little less patiently, I'll find -- sure enough -- a section where the author admits subtly, almost apologetically, that he personally rejects the supernatural. Unlike the stereotype that Richard Dawkins established, I find more often than not this is done with utmost politeness and care not to offend -- I can only imagine an intended audience largely composed of believers. I'll even see reassurances that the author respects, sympathizes with, and deeply understands the motive to believe, and sincerely does not harshly judge his readers who choose to go this route. That's noble; I know from experience it's not easy to reach out to and respect people whose most deeply held beliefs differ markedly from your own.
But the fact remains that he doesn't believe, and that his central argument springs from a firm background of unbelief. And against that fact, any endorsement from a scholar in any secular field rings somewhat hollow to me. It feels unconvincing and unsatisfying in a similar way to a salesman trying to get me to buy a product that he himself would never buy or use.
So here's my question at the bottom of all this: Is it too much to ask to find a scholar willing to take a good hard analytical look at man's search for Something Greater, from a psychological or anthropological or evolutionary or philosophical perspective, who him/herself still sincerely walks that path? Or am I asking for a contradiction in terms? In other words, does it take someone who has no horse in a race, to be able to see the race clearly and objectively?
I'd sure appreciate any recommendations.
And I'll wait. And read some more. And wait. And read some more. But then at some point I'll read a sentence that hits me with a sinking, "hey wait a minute", kind of feeling. And as I flip through the pages and paragraphs a little less patiently, I'll find -- sure enough -- a section where the author admits subtly, almost apologetically, that he personally rejects the supernatural. Unlike the stereotype that Richard Dawkins established, I find more often than not this is done with utmost politeness and care not to offend -- I can only imagine an intended audience largely composed of believers. I'll even see reassurances that the author respects, sympathizes with, and deeply understands the motive to believe, and sincerely does not harshly judge his readers who choose to go this route. That's noble; I know from experience it's not easy to reach out to and respect people whose most deeply held beliefs differ markedly from your own.
But the fact remains that he doesn't believe, and that his central argument springs from a firm background of unbelief. And against that fact, any endorsement from a scholar in any secular field rings somewhat hollow to me. It feels unconvincing and unsatisfying in a similar way to a salesman trying to get me to buy a product that he himself would never buy or use.
So here's my question at the bottom of all this: Is it too much to ask to find a scholar willing to take a good hard analytical look at man's search for Something Greater, from a psychological or anthropological or evolutionary or philosophical perspective, who him/herself still sincerely walks that path? Or am I asking for a contradiction in terms? In other words, does it take someone who has no horse in a race, to be able to see the race clearly and objectively?
I'd sure appreciate any recommendations.