As much as I want to scream right now I will refrain, my entire morning consisted of my joining and constructing a lengthy message introducing myself and typing away the last seventeen years. Twice I had all but finished and twice it reloaded/refreshed the page, not sure if I accidentally touched something I shouldn't have but twice it just disappeared!!
You are, hopefully, potentially interested in lending some knowledge so I'll stop complaining and collect myself and start over: I Had a serve car accident (150+ through a telephone pole into a rock face) fractured ribs, just obliterated collarbone (all from seatbelt) ten years later minor pains in damaged areas, minor becomes steady, steady becomes bad, bad to unbearable, so on. Had many treatments: ketamine sleeps, lidocaine drips/comas, plasma pheresses (inpatient and out) some major results but none prolonged. I reached the point where I could no longer travel and turned to Meds after another five years. For two more years my medication has increased as has my pain which on bad days I am so bad, blurred vision, poor motor skills, the pain often becomes so "loud" all over that I black out. I should probably mention that Mother was a doctor and I have seen 97 other doctors/specialists most were in the fields of pain and nerves, top hospitals Hershey Med, Penn Health, Hahneman, Geisinger (was inpatient in all aforementioned) and countless more. I find myself now having over a dozen doctors diagnose Small Fiber Neuropathy and CRPS so long ago it was RSD. My Mother has pulled every string possible to have me seen by the best and brightest. I have had to accept the fact there are no cures and. That the remainder of my life will have to be sedentary due to this omnipresent, F***ing pain! I am not yet bed ridden but have periods when I am and I know it is coming.
in the past two years I have had many periods where there is almost silence throughout my body and I wish to return, I know it is some riddle in my medications. By taking something early or taking something with something, connecting like puzzle pieces.