Thanks guys. I missed 3 shots one on my foot and two on my arm I’m quite worried I might have an infection. I might be going to the hospital tomorrow
Did you go to the hospital? Update please?
If you are in the USA suboxone should be fairly accessible. It may be rough for 3 days or so because they usually wait three days from your last dose if you’re doing fent verses other opioids, but please check into a rehab. Doesn’t have to be a 5 star resort you’re not there for the food and amenities. You are there to get off the death powder that WILL kill you without a doubt.
The first three days or so suck but they can give you comfort meds until they can give you suboxone and 4-5 days in you will see the light return to your life and more and more hope and light will return each day. I’ve been there man. More than once I have to admit.
I know it feels hopeless. I know it really feels that that hopelessness is reality. But it’s really not because you do have the ability to change. You have choice. Maybe not while in active addiction with drugs accessible you don’t have a choice to use or not, but the choice is “do I go to rehab/treatment and get help to treat my disease?” Or “do I continue doing what I’m doing, continuing to torture myself, until I finally die?”
And then once your clean you do have the choice to use or not.
Not a popular opinion on here but I recommend you don’t just detox. I recommend you stay for as long as you can financially but at the bare minimum inpatient detox and then outpatient MAT. But really you have the most chance for success if you do sometime in inpatient. The longer the larger your chances go up to succeed . That’s the research. That’s the statistical data and personal experience.
I’ve relapsed on pharmaceutical stims but been off the fent for a very long time. Ever since I did that term at rehab.
Please let us know you are doing okay or how you are doing.