call1900daniel
Greenlighter
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- Feb 4, 2018
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Context: I'm no newb to mushrooms, I've done them at least 6 times over several years with only one negative experience, however it was still manageable. I recently acquired 1/2oz of mushrooms and decided to make 1/4oz into chocolates. I chopped them up very fine and mixed them with melted chocolate and evenly distributed the mix into 4 chocolates, so each chocolate was around 1/16oz, not a big deal...
Situation: I ate one chocolate at 9:30, headed to a Bicycle Day event (a crowded indoor environment with every type of sensory stimulant ever...) and by 11:15 my mind broke apart and I couldn't handle the situation. The effects of the mushrooms were stronger than I have EVER experience. I became very nauseous and the overwhelming stress and stimulation made me throw up several times. I left the event and proceeded to go home. The peak rose and rose to heights beyond comprehension. I could barely see the world around me, it was all too much. I couldn't escape the intensity. It was like being spinning drunk and just feeling so sick. I finally got home, buried my face in a pillow and kept my eyes closed. Obviously behind my closed eyelids a crazy kaleidoscope world awaited that my psyche merged into, where I began to occupy memories simultaneously feeling like I was in multiple places and times and once. Eventually I remembered I had a left over Klonopin, so I ate it to help calm my thoughts... eventually it worked but the intensity still persisted. I rode it out until I eventually fell asleep. I love mushrooms, but that was something else, it was beyond my capacity and experience... I'm not sure how an estimate 1/16oz shattered my ego.
Questions:
1. Does this experience sound like a dosage issue or a potency issue?
2. Would molly have helped? I had some with me, but I was nervous about adding to the experience. I've hippie flipped before MANY years ago and loved it, probably one of my favorite experiences. I'm wondering if next time I take these mushrooms I should take molly first, then an hour later take the mushrooms, and then during the peak potentially re-dose with a little bit more of molly. Thoughts?
3. Obviously I broke some rules here... Mindset and Setting were NOT right. My Mindset was a little off because the crowd wasn't entirely my scene, the crowd was annoyingly tight and people were obviously not mindful of others (but really who would expect that?). Additionally the setting, while really amazing was also a constant onslaught of sensory overload. I've done mushrooms at festivals before with similar sensory intensity but it was outside with a lot more space and escape to be had. Perhaps next time I just to be at home or at my favorite park, and only eat half a chocolate instead of a whole. Thoughts?
Situation: I ate one chocolate at 9:30, headed to a Bicycle Day event (a crowded indoor environment with every type of sensory stimulant ever...) and by 11:15 my mind broke apart and I couldn't handle the situation. The effects of the mushrooms were stronger than I have EVER experience. I became very nauseous and the overwhelming stress and stimulation made me throw up several times. I left the event and proceeded to go home. The peak rose and rose to heights beyond comprehension. I could barely see the world around me, it was all too much. I couldn't escape the intensity. It was like being spinning drunk and just feeling so sick. I finally got home, buried my face in a pillow and kept my eyes closed. Obviously behind my closed eyelids a crazy kaleidoscope world awaited that my psyche merged into, where I began to occupy memories simultaneously feeling like I was in multiple places and times and once. Eventually I remembered I had a left over Klonopin, so I ate it to help calm my thoughts... eventually it worked but the intensity still persisted. I rode it out until I eventually fell asleep. I love mushrooms, but that was something else, it was beyond my capacity and experience... I'm not sure how an estimate 1/16oz shattered my ego.
Questions:
1. Does this experience sound like a dosage issue or a potency issue?
2. Would molly have helped? I had some with me, but I was nervous about adding to the experience. I've hippie flipped before MANY years ago and loved it, probably one of my favorite experiences. I'm wondering if next time I take these mushrooms I should take molly first, then an hour later take the mushrooms, and then during the peak potentially re-dose with a little bit more of molly. Thoughts?
3. Obviously I broke some rules here... Mindset and Setting were NOT right. My Mindset was a little off because the crowd wasn't entirely my scene, the crowd was annoyingly tight and people were obviously not mindful of others (but really who would expect that?). Additionally the setting, while really amazing was also a constant onslaught of sensory overload. I've done mushrooms at festivals before with similar sensory intensity but it was outside with a lot more space and escape to be had. Perhaps next time I just to be at home or at my favorite park, and only eat half a chocolate instead of a whole. Thoughts?