Tripping on Psilocybin Mushrooms seems to be different than any other type of drug. I (and many others) have had the experience of being in "contact" with a higher "intelligence". I'm wondering if others here have had that type of experience.
It feels like the Mushrooms has a mischevious personality all it's own. I often get the distinct feeling that it's trying to "teach" me something. The trips have a definite storyline to them. Often it's trying to show me how Humans are just animal...hairless apes that have gotten the idea that we're better than the rest of the animal world. Or it will tell a very "cosmic" story, about the birth, death and rebirth of the universe. It uses a lot of humor, jokes and puns in its lessons.
And here's the weird part. It speaks. I hear a voice inside my head that I can talk to. It will ask me questions, or answer questions that I have. I've tried rationalizing that it's just part of my subconscious that the drug has put me in touch with....but the things that it says couldn't *possibly* have come from my own mind. There's just no way.
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exactly the same way about mushrooms. I don't think any psychedelic comes close to being as spiritual or enlightening as psilocybes. Not that other psychedelics don't have their own perks, but nothing else gave me such a credible sixth sense experience.
What you said about mushrooms trying to teach you something perfectly echoes my own experiences. For a while I was truly convinced that mushrooms somehow brought you on a level with God. I now understand that consciousness has a lot to do with brain chemistry and psilocybin and psilocyn alter the chemicals that effect how your brain measures time and such. But after a few shroom trips, I liked to think of mushrooms as being their own intelligent entities. And when you take mushrooms you aren't really taking drugs. Rather the mushrooms use your body as a host and they tap their own consciousness into yours and you see the world through their eyes. Because that's EXACTLY what a heavy shroom trip feels like.
The mushrooms would teach me that everything is connected because everything is one. They would teach me about the origins of life. That life started from one mass consisting of all the elements. And when the big bang happened it exploded this mass throughout the universe. Chemical reactions occured, and some of the most simple ones became what we would consider to be living organisms. And much of what I would be taught correlated 100% with known scientific facts. There are life forms that live in extreme temperatures under water that feed on carbon dioxide and hydrogen through simple chemical reactions, for instance. The shrooms taught me that as more chemicals were introduced and more reactions occured, these simple organisms could develop into more complex organisms. Think about it. Even humans are nothing but a bunch of chemical reactions happening inside the body. The electrical impulses of the brain happen this way. The human digestive system is actually based on acids breaking down other chemicals to fuel the electrical impulses. Along the path of evolution, consciousness was somehow created. It's nothing more than an advantage for our species to survive. Emotions like love came from the neccessity that humans needed to stay together in communities to survive and reproduce to thrive. Families work better on a productive level through monogamous relationships. And shrooms taught me that the reason there are still lower life forms despite evolution is because of this: if a catastrophic event occurs or the enviroment changes and a species can not adapt enough before it becomes extinct, there is always a simpler species that life can fall back on that will evolve to take it's place. And if one strain of a species doesn't need to evolve to flourish, then it will remain mostly unchanged while another strain may evolve. There really is no higher forms of life. There is no real competition as many people believe. It's not about the human species being at the top. The point is simply that life in general thrives and flourishes and spreads as much as possible and the chain of life itself continues, not that one species continues. After all, all life is the same, we all are composed from simple elements and all have common roots. Another thing I learned is that linear time is merely a human creation. There is no end or beginning to time, there is no straight line. Like I said earlier, shrooms disrupt the chemistry in the brain that give the perception of linear time.
There's so much more and I could go into exacting detail, but I'd end up writing a book. I think you and everyone else get the basic idea, though.
This type of trip usually only happens on *high* doses of mushrooms. And it works best if I trip alone, in silent darkness.
This is the only thing I partially disagree with. My most powerful shroom trips only required half an eighth of shrooms. It wasn't so much the dosage of the shrooms, but the strength themselves.
And I found that I would get more from shroom experiences taking them during the day with other people also on them in a natural environment like a park.
I'll give some trip excerpts that I've experienced that you might find interesting from some of my more intense shroom trips. There have been several times when I would close my eyes and start falling through endless fractal tunnels during which I would be pounded with insight about time. There was one occassion where I was tripping with my girlfriend and at some point during the conversation we stopped "talking" but I could continue to hear here thoughts. In my head I asked her if she could hear me as well and she nodded her head "yes". I couldn't believe it so I asked her out loud and she replied "yes, I know!". As other people started passing by I could hear their thoughts. My girlfriend and I continued to have a psychic conversation for a few minutes before I completely wigged out unable to handle the experience because it completely defied all logic. And during a different experience I walked through a park which ended up feeling like I was in the Garden of Eden. The plants looked prehistoric and I sat staring at trees. As their leaves blew in the wind I started understanding life and time and the universe. I began to hallucinate heiroglyphics on rocks, but I was unable to read them. My girlfriend saw the exact same thing. My mind was then flooded with images of ancient civilizations, scenes of life I knew nothing about that I later read about. The images of human activities were exactly as I would read about in the books. And again I had another psychic experience. My girlfriend and I were driving thinking the shrooms we ate were weak since they hadn't done much after two hours. We went driving and suddenly they hit out of nowhere. We both had the same hallucinations. Grassy hills turned into furry smiling brontasauruses, building became pyramids, the metal jersey barrier was a huge anaconda, and portals opened up in the sky dripping time. Later we got to her house and both saw singing flowers. After we got inside we stopped talking for a bit as we were becoming tired and the hallucinations were wearing off. But out of nowhere we both saw this strange red light on a wall. She thought I had a laser pointer and I was playing with her, but I was about to ask her if she was doing it. There was absolutely no explanation for it, no way for the light to come from outside or anywhere inside. Nobody else to generate it. Even to this day she thinks I was doing it somehow.
I find the identical hallucinations to be incredibly interesting, especially ones involving symbols and such from ancient civilizations. After using shrooms I became more and more intersted in these civilizations and began to do research on them. Almost all of them had stories about an Atlantis, civilizations with superior technology that suddenly disappeared. The technology and influence of these civilizations could account for things such as pyramids in both Africa and South America and other great stone structures and technological achievements that could not be replicated today. I believe that somewhere within the human brain we all have blueprints for this ancient knowledge that can be brought out somehow and shrooms are a key to understanding this.
There is so much more I could get into, but there is just not enough room here to write it all. One day I would love to write a book about Psilophilosophy consisting not only of my own experiences, but of the experiences of others. Because while some people take shrooms and get nothing out of it other than a recreational time, there are still plenty that have had virtually identical experiences and beliefs of my own.