monkeybackisland
Greenlighter
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- Apr 26, 2018
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Hey BL,
What do you guys do to stay the course and avoid backsliding/ falling too far into unhealthy habits? I don't think I'd ever actually take street drugs again, unless somehow buprenorphine was no longer medically available, but I'm definitely not ready to come off it yet.
I've been on buprenorphine (24mg) for years now, had a baby a year ago. Things were going super well, obviously i didn't have any time to myself at all, which was a blessing really. Now my son is in daycare, i've been applying for jobs and going to school every morning, seeing friends on occasion, keeping busy.
However, over the last few weeks, as it becomes more likely I'm going to get a job soon (two interviews went really well anyway), I'm forgetting social engagements, calling in sick to class (I have been sick but it's only a cold, my son is still going to daycare) RUNNING OUT OF MEDICATION EARLY, i've not done that in ages, I'm watching TV for hours a day which I know makes me feel shit about myself. What's the matter with me!?
Any useful anecdotes welcome.
What do you guys do to stay the course and avoid backsliding/ falling too far into unhealthy habits? I don't think I'd ever actually take street drugs again, unless somehow buprenorphine was no longer medically available, but I'm definitely not ready to come off it yet.
I've been on buprenorphine (24mg) for years now, had a baby a year ago. Things were going super well, obviously i didn't have any time to myself at all, which was a blessing really. Now my son is in daycare, i've been applying for jobs and going to school every morning, seeing friends on occasion, keeping busy.
However, over the last few weeks, as it becomes more likely I'm going to get a job soon (two interviews went really well anyway), I'm forgetting social engagements, calling in sick to class (I have been sick but it's only a cold, my son is still going to daycare) RUNNING OUT OF MEDICATION EARLY, i've not done that in ages, I'm watching TV for hours a day which I know makes me feel shit about myself. What's the matter with me!?
Any useful anecdotes welcome.