Why dont you just go to a doc for anxiety resulting in muscle tension and TDAH, You will then get medical benzo and mabe Adderall without the possible impurity of RC. Mabe if you have good insurance you will get some of the money spent on meds back.
I kinda did the same, I took an existing problem and made it so I could get access to benzo. I dont want stims so I didnt do it about them but it worked well with benzo, now I have 20mg oxazepam 30mg flurazepam and 450mg Pregabalin every day for a problem I dont really Have. I have a problem, It requires medication, BUT doctors can't figure out what it is and here in East-canada no diagnosis no prescription, so as long as they don't understand you suffer endlessly. My only options was to fool the doc into giving me the meds I found helpful.