lovelosing
Greenlighter
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- Apr 18, 2016
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Hi I'm new here. I want to share my experience and ask you a couple of questions. as well as hear your own experiences and stuff. 2 months ago i took the largest dosage I've ever taken, I've been using for 6 years. on and off every 3 months. this time i wanted a blast from the past. you know guys, like the very first time you tried it. i wanted it like that again. so here goes the story of how i made the mistake of snorting 6 grams in one night and living through it.
my usual dosage is 2 lines. decent ones. always did the trick for me. this time i racked up what looked like a ruler sized line (not as wide haha) i spent a minute getting it down me and boy did it feel good. so good. that burn was so bad. i paced back and forth saying to myself..geeez this is a lot, oh man its burning ahhh. after the burn faded i smoked a giant bowl of weed and sat down for 2 minutes before finding my way to the computer to look at all kinds of porn…all kindzz. i felt like the king of the world. there were the old days that i missed! finally! yes! 6 hours had passed. then 3. then 2. it was now morning time. I was still high as a kite. i smoke some more weed and drink some water. ignoring my brain telling me to go eat for my health
now its evening time and I've barely drunk and barely eaten, I'm still spun and watching porn. but oh wait.. whats this. I'm dizzy. oh shit i don't feel so good. fuck what time is it. I've been on this computer for 32 hours. how sad. i start getting dizzy, i decide to go sit down. I'm sitting there waiting to feel better when about 2 minutes later i feel sick..i throw up everywhere. PROJECTILE! it was gross. i feel better though! good news right. well not really. about 30 mins later i get even more dizzy. I'm now experiencing difficulty seeing. my jaw starts moving on its own, i feel freezing cold and I'm shaking. I'm laying down thinking…this is it. I'm gonna die!
please god no! not like this! then i throw up again and my eyes are moving on their own. I'm hot and cold at the same time… i try to go to sleep and i fail. these symptoms last the night. I'ts morning. i still haven't slept. i drink water and eat. i fall asleep and wake up. its now evening. i look like jack from the night before christmas. yellow and thin. deep dank eyes. i feel shitty and scared.
did i experience a stroke that night? anyone know? that was my experience of heaven turned hell. its a bad drug but shit does it feel good. its been two months now I'm still clean. been working out since and eating healthy. my weights normal again and I'm looking normal--ish. I'm planning on buying some this weekend but a bit scared. anyway. share your story of your best or worst. ill be reading em. cheers
my usual dosage is 2 lines. decent ones. always did the trick for me. this time i racked up what looked like a ruler sized line (not as wide haha) i spent a minute getting it down me and boy did it feel good. so good. that burn was so bad. i paced back and forth saying to myself..geeez this is a lot, oh man its burning ahhh. after the burn faded i smoked a giant bowl of weed and sat down for 2 minutes before finding my way to the computer to look at all kinds of porn…all kindzz. i felt like the king of the world. there were the old days that i missed! finally! yes! 6 hours had passed. then 3. then 2. it was now morning time. I was still high as a kite. i smoke some more weed and drink some water. ignoring my brain telling me to go eat for my health
now its evening time and I've barely drunk and barely eaten, I'm still spun and watching porn. but oh wait.. whats this. I'm dizzy. oh shit i don't feel so good. fuck what time is it. I've been on this computer for 32 hours. how sad. i start getting dizzy, i decide to go sit down. I'm sitting there waiting to feel better when about 2 minutes later i feel sick..i throw up everywhere. PROJECTILE! it was gross. i feel better though! good news right. well not really. about 30 mins later i get even more dizzy. I'm now experiencing difficulty seeing. my jaw starts moving on its own, i feel freezing cold and I'm shaking. I'm laying down thinking…this is it. I'm gonna die!
please god no! not like this! then i throw up again and my eyes are moving on their own. I'm hot and cold at the same time… i try to go to sleep and i fail. these symptoms last the night. I'ts morning. i still haven't slept. i drink water and eat. i fall asleep and wake up. its now evening. i look like jack from the night before christmas. yellow and thin. deep dank eyes. i feel shitty and scared.
did i experience a stroke that night? anyone know? that was my experience of heaven turned hell. its a bad drug but shit does it feel good. its been two months now I'm still clean. been working out since and eating healthy. my weights normal again and I'm looking normal--ish. I'm planning on buying some this weekend but a bit scared. anyway. share your story of your best or worst. ill be reading em. cheers
