Opioids Morphine taper horrible anxiety doesnt help im taing predinislone

[Hezman94]

I got cbd oil which does help but i usually crush my zomorph capsules 60mg and take 40mg instant throughout day Inotice around five hours my anxiety becoming worse is this because the morphine wearing off. ive just took a 60mg not crushed with ten mg instant. I got 20mg to take instant tonight will I have a bad withdrawal I read extended morphine takes 90mins to start workin compared to 30 for instant. I use to be on mscontin and crushing them lasted most of the day but it easier to defeat time release on zomorph.Also I have got a high tolerance I could take a days dose in one go easy, I sometimes nod out off the 60mg crushed orally but i just notice near the end ofthehigh and until I take a tablet got horrible anxiety.
I took a instant and the zomorph half hour ago and 5mg diazepam and calmed down a bit.
the only hange to my meds is steroids so this may be making me feel anxious, but I may have something more wrong with my lungs than asthma.
but it basically the same everyday i wake up round 2am finish my tablets around2pm in bed for 6 -7 and notice mood changes between highs, i just dont want a physical withdrawal if i stop rshing them surely some of it is instantrelease?