psychonautcasper
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 3, 2016
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So Im sitting here a little high off that sweet sweet cannabis concentrate (dabs) and I finally came to a conclusion. I also have done dxm, nitrous, and drank a few times. I wish I could try lsd and more psychedelics. Learn more about myself and the world. I have a constant mental battle in my head about doing these drugs. I dont know how to explain it but I realized it was a moral dilemma. I feel as if are these drugs "safe" even though i know they are. I have done lots of research about a variety of drugs and I know what is safe and isnt for the body and psychologically safe. Some are, some arent. I want to drop acid. I always think about it. I was a catholic school raised kid from pre-k to 8th grade. Drugs never even interested me until end of freshman year of highschool. In my time in catholic school I was that 24/7 athletic competative kid. Also I grew up under drugs are bad. Say no to drugs! Hahahaha Im remembering back to 3rd grade and making signs in class, and learning about how bad drugs are. Hahaha makes me laugh. The education system feeding false in formation. So when I started smoking weed, I wasnt even thinking about this. Till i started to do more or want to do more I read many things, ins and outs of doing acid for example. It really is safe physically, I dont have schizophrenzia, and as long as you stay positive and happy the likelyhood of a bad trip is very low. Bad trips also teach you lessons too about yourself. Physically safe, mentally safe if your ready for it. I know its not bad but in the back of my head, my anxiety, is most likely built from catholic school saying drugs are bad. So my dilemma is, and this is why im here. Are "drugs" really "bad?" I feel morally maybe. I dont know why. Like your parents dont want you to do that shit. Then again, parents are ignorant in some cases. Are drugs bad? The whole stigma thrown at you 24/7 bad bad bad? Obviously with addiction and such drugs are bad. But in short term are they at all considerably bad? if you get the real deal, yeah its bad if you get sold an Rc over acid. Maybe thats the reason why its considered bad? Are drugs actually good? Cannabis helps me with problems, so thats good? I dont know loooool. But if you get the real deal its good? Maybe "drugs" are just really neutral. This is a constant battle in my head. Maybe in yours too? Boy i am an overthinker ahahaha.
Ima just leave it at that and see what you people gotta say. Cheers!
Ima just leave it at that and see what you people gotta say. Cheers!