Soooo I was clean this time for 8 months. I relapsed 2 weeks ago for a week. Got clean for a week. Relapsed for 2 days and now I have one day. I confessed about my relapses to my fiance and I think I convinced him to let me do meth in moderation. Do you think that's possible? Just take one capsule early in the morning when I wake up that way I still eat and sleep at night. I would only use for a max of 5 days at a time. And only for 2 weeks out of the month. The other two weeks I would be completely abstinence. I have a prescription for vyvanse at the max dose plus a small booster dose in the afternoon and HAD gastric bypass surgery 4 months ago but nothing is helping me lose the weight. Until I relapsed this month and bam, 13 pounds gone. So I figured I could moderately use for a while to get to my goal weight and then stop again and just maintain my weight with the vyvanse. Idk. Doable?