Hey guys
Right as my username would suggest
Mdma is my drug of choice when it comes o recreational use ( as in literally a gram of the stuff could last me 2 years )
Anyway, as per post title... modafinil
im here for as much info as people can give,
share what happens to me
and if people use it recreationally in combination?
To start with i have an experience I'd like to share
To put you in the picture
I have a long hour job, very physical (hgv technician) and recently been out on a training course which send me back to college to become a manufacturer level technical assistant/adviser / diagnostic specialist
(I work for a manufacturer/dealer)
Right so with everything going on I'd heard about modafinil for a long time, so when I was having to work and study for my new qualifications I thought I'd see what it was about
Well
Great stuff,
Concentration was great, what I studied stayed in my head, heck it even made me more productive at work and already got a promotion and pay rise ��������
So now onto my "trip report"
So I've had a heavy Xmas, mdma session and beer,
And back to work and feeling worn out,
So pop a 200mg modalert at 5am when I get up for work,
By 8am I'm thinking that hasn't worked , heck let's try another chased down with a monster energy drink,
8.30am I feel more awake and more productive, just what I wanted,
10am ish I get given a complicated fault on a new truck
Involving plenty of wiring diagrams to study and find the problem,
I'm struggling remembering plate numbers to correlate diagrams and then my next thought was.�� "Maybe take another 200mg, "
So before11am I had taken another 200mg taken with a strong coffee
Out of the break room 20 mins later and again I already feel so much more alert
Get on with my job,
Went very zoned out with colleagues and really got my head into my job,
1pm job sorted and altho a little reclusive with other people I wasn't paranoid , I was more than happy just getting shit done,
Amazed at 600mg had made me feel like this I tried another 200mg with a coffee and this is were it all got interesting,
It took me into a very edge of touching a euphoric state,
Very plesent, energetic, focused, and also like the world had just turned HD
I craved that I wanted more but resisted and decided to ride this as I didn't want to and didn't intend to get "high" whilst at work,
I finished out my day
Went home,
Realised I'd not eaten as I'd not felt hungry
I was very thirsty, drank so much coffee that day
I had some scrambled eggs when I got home, not because I was hungry, but because I knew I needed to eat so forced myself to eat them,
Wasn't hard to eat, went down easy,
Again I just didn't feel hungry that's all.
So I had this mild euphoria I described well into 2-3am when it stared to ware off as I lay in bed trying my best to fall asleep but was not working ,
I wasn't grumpy, or depressed,
Instead just laid there quite content with my arm around my girlfriend.
I didn't sleep that night, but got up for work
Decided to have 200 mg when I went to work,
Because I knew I'd need sleep I didn't redose that day,
But didn't feel tired anyway,
Did eat this day but small portions to what I normally have, which i was ok with as I do actually want to loose some weight,
The next night I went to bed at around 10-30pm,
Had great sex with foreplay for around 45-1hr
The girlfriend went to sleep and I just lay there kind of in a spaced out
Not asleep but not awake state (unsure how to describe this)
It was kind of phycadelic,
Some closed eye visuals,
When I knew my eyes were open
Shadows would morf slightly but nothing un-nerving,
As time went on (this is were it gets a little weird)
I swear I was having a full conversation with my dad (who passed away 4 years ago)
Now as I said I'm almost certain I wasn't asleep dreaming due to the visuals I was seeing etc
But nor was I wide awake
This conversation with my dad was so nice,
It was uplifting and really made me happy,
I couldn't see him, only hear him.
It's like I knew he was talking to me in my head, but at the same time, I knew it was impossible......
Just before I actually fell asleep he said to me,
"I'm proud of you, keep up the good work"
He always pushed me to go far with my career,
The next day I woke up
And felt fine,
Took 200mg as I have been normally and carried on with life as normal
So apart from not sleeping for a hell of a long time everything was pretty sweet and can't think of a bad effect at all this had,
I did have some clenched jaw moments but when I realised I was doing it I could stop it without issue (maybe afterglow from mdma)
I'm actually intrigued to try it again some time to see if I have similar effects.
There was 3 full days between mdma dose
And the modafinil
Would love to hear other people's views on this,
And I hope my conversation with my dad wasn't me actually having a near death experience ��
Thanks for reading and welcome your input
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_modafinil
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_retrospective
exptype_positive
roacode_oral
Right as my username would suggest
Mdma is my drug of choice when it comes o recreational use ( as in literally a gram of the stuff could last me 2 years )
Anyway, as per post title... modafinil
im here for as much info as people can give,
share what happens to me
and if people use it recreationally in combination?
To start with i have an experience I'd like to share
To put you in the picture
I have a long hour job, very physical (hgv technician) and recently been out on a training course which send me back to college to become a manufacturer level technical assistant/adviser / diagnostic specialist
(I work for a manufacturer/dealer)
Right so with everything going on I'd heard about modafinil for a long time, so when I was having to work and study for my new qualifications I thought I'd see what it was about
Well
Great stuff,
Concentration was great, what I studied stayed in my head, heck it even made me more productive at work and already got a promotion and pay rise ��������
So now onto my "trip report"
So I've had a heavy Xmas, mdma session and beer,
And back to work and feeling worn out,
So pop a 200mg modalert at 5am when I get up for work,
By 8am I'm thinking that hasn't worked , heck let's try another chased down with a monster energy drink,
8.30am I feel more awake and more productive, just what I wanted,
10am ish I get given a complicated fault on a new truck
Involving plenty of wiring diagrams to study and find the problem,
I'm struggling remembering plate numbers to correlate diagrams and then my next thought was.�� "Maybe take another 200mg, "
So before11am I had taken another 200mg taken with a strong coffee
Out of the break room 20 mins later and again I already feel so much more alert
Get on with my job,
Went very zoned out with colleagues and really got my head into my job,
1pm job sorted and altho a little reclusive with other people I wasn't paranoid , I was more than happy just getting shit done,
Amazed at 600mg had made me feel like this I tried another 200mg with a coffee and this is were it all got interesting,
It took me into a very edge of touching a euphoric state,
Very plesent, energetic, focused, and also like the world had just turned HD
I craved that I wanted more but resisted and decided to ride this as I didn't want to and didn't intend to get "high" whilst at work,
I finished out my day
Went home,
Realised I'd not eaten as I'd not felt hungry
I was very thirsty, drank so much coffee that day
I had some scrambled eggs when I got home, not because I was hungry, but because I knew I needed to eat so forced myself to eat them,
Wasn't hard to eat, went down easy,
Again I just didn't feel hungry that's all.
So I had this mild euphoria I described well into 2-3am when it stared to ware off as I lay in bed trying my best to fall asleep but was not working ,
I wasn't grumpy, or depressed,
Instead just laid there quite content with my arm around my girlfriend.
I didn't sleep that night, but got up for work
Decided to have 200 mg when I went to work,
Because I knew I'd need sleep I didn't redose that day,
But didn't feel tired anyway,
Did eat this day but small portions to what I normally have, which i was ok with as I do actually want to loose some weight,
The next night I went to bed at around 10-30pm,
Had great sex with foreplay for around 45-1hr
The girlfriend went to sleep and I just lay there kind of in a spaced out
Not asleep but not awake state (unsure how to describe this)
It was kind of phycadelic,
Some closed eye visuals,
When I knew my eyes were open
Shadows would morf slightly but nothing un-nerving,
As time went on (this is were it gets a little weird)
I swear I was having a full conversation with my dad (who passed away 4 years ago)
Now as I said I'm almost certain I wasn't asleep dreaming due to the visuals I was seeing etc
But nor was I wide awake
This conversation with my dad was so nice,
It was uplifting and really made me happy,
I couldn't see him, only hear him.
It's like I knew he was talking to me in my head, but at the same time, I knew it was impossible......
Just before I actually fell asleep he said to me,
"I'm proud of you, keep up the good work"
He always pushed me to go far with my career,
The next day I woke up
And felt fine,
Took 200mg as I have been normally and carried on with life as normal
So apart from not sleeping for a hell of a long time everything was pretty sweet and can't think of a bad effect at all this had,
I did have some clenched jaw moments but when I realised I was doing it I could stop it without issue (maybe afterglow from mdma)
I'm actually intrigued to try it again some time to see if I have similar effects.
There was 3 full days between mdma dose
And the modafinil
Would love to hear other people's views on this,
And I hope my conversation with my dad wasn't me actually having a near death experience ��
Thanks for reading and welcome your input
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_modafinil
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_retrospective
exptype_positive
roacode_oral
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