There was a woman in her 70s who came up to me at a bar and she said she had heard that I am pansexual. I said yes I am, and I asked her if she new what it mean. She had read some stuff, and she wanted to know what that kind of lover would be like.
She asked me if I found her attractive in a pansexual way. I think thats what she wants. That is to say that essentiall, she wants someone to be attracted to who she is, not what she looks like. I told her I do not find her "pansexually attractive", and told her that I find her physically attractive, the oldfashioned way. She liked that too.
When I am intrigued and fascinated by someone's attitude, philosophy, sex kinks, intellect, humor, I find myself, more often than not, physically and emotionally attracted, regardless of age or gender or identity.
So if you are asking if you think you will eventually be physically attracted to her? Heck, who knows! It just sounds to me like you are genuinely interested in someone. Maybe you feel the pressure of societal norms on age appropriate dating. You may just have some preconditioned attitudes about what constitutes physical beauty. I think everyone does. If you keep on living, you might find yourself slowly adopting a new and more mature philosophy.
The next time you see someone who looks hideous to you, remember we all feel pretty much the same on the inside, and we need love and affection just as much as anyone else. And caresses.
