petrolswiftness
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So I'm going to try and make it as short as possible. Basically is started back when I first triped with a good friend. I had taken the drug very seriously having done some research earlier on the topic. We had a very magical experience and during which I had a very intense perspective on the universe.
Now this was my first trip which was so beautiful and had gotten me hooked on the affects of what LSD can spiritually can do for you.
Now I had a later trip I'd say about two months later after some in between trips. Weird situation I was in my basement by myself when I took the tab. Was very positive going into the trip I felt very warm and comfortable having become an elder to trips over several years of mushrooms I knew what I needed to make myself cozy inside. But this trip was different I went upstairs to eat dinner which was fine even though I choose to stay alone on it. My family got into a yelling match and of course me being affected by the vibe of other people I got sucked in. Five minutes later I go down stairs and look in the mirror finding myself completely red and crying. I had hardly noticed the feeling in my face just thinking it was the lsd in me. Now ever since that day my feelings escalade so fast and so quickly their impossible to control.
This is where it gets really interesting. Now during the time I had been taking lsd which was about 5 months, my guy who I was getting it off of started getting less and less of pure and more of a mix. I had gotten to the point where I would take it as soon as I would get it, and took 4 tabs straight away. This was my biggest and strongest does I ever took, except this time it wasn't lsd at all. Rather a research chemical which at the time I didn't know taste had everything to do with the real lsd and this tasted horrible. Of course I know that now but the mistake had already taken its course. By the time I got home I lost total consciousness of my surroundings. The whole night was a mess, to try and calm my body down I went into my car to smoke and listen to music but it only got more intesne from there. By then it was night and I got the most intense visuals of my life. The music I was listening to was playing exactly on note to a swirling pattern outside my car that gathered all the surrounding plant life into a geometric pattern of music. At this point my brain was completely fired from a blunt i had smoked wich kicked my visuals even more. But by this time it was really uncomfortable, it had totally flipped and I could feel it in my head. I walked back into my house, no one was up it was a work night about 10:00 and I sat down in my pitch dark house to a screaming in my ears that sounded like scratching. As I looked around the room I saw on the walls myself floating in a 360degree swivel motion everywhere I looked. It was like I could see my "fake" and usless meat suit that houses the brain in which I truly need. The body had no expression as it only floated as long as I gazed at the wall. There was also this strange electronic sounding buzzing nosie coming from my head that seem to go in sync with the rotating body. Now this really disquested me out. And honestly thats all I remember after that night.
Now if your still reading this is where I have serious question. I have done lsd several times after that occurance and nothing has changed me the way that night took ahold. It was also a mix from the night I had the bad trip with my feelings that Is where the "meat suit" idea came from. But anyways back on topic I still to this day writing this message am tripping still. Not from the lsd but rather from me continuing to smoke weed I don't wanna get off topic but I had been smoking weed years before taking any physcadelic and the thoughts I had from weed transitioned over to lsd where they only made it worse. Now the question I truly have is has anyone has this type of experience? I don't have recollection of time nor do I stay in the moment ever. Now my brain kinda naturally processes information to figure things out. Basically I'm a very visual person and enjoy watching a game rather then playing it. And that has been troubling me for years. It makes me sit their in the middle of a conversation even though I'm talking I'm in my head thinking of the next line to say. Las had made this problem so much worse, there was a point though when I did have control of it. And the thing lsd has made it where it clouds my actual thought process, like I'm spending so much time trying to make words that I cant acutally give my brain time to actually talk. So conversation will go nowhere alot of the time now and I'm left to sitting at home and sitting in my thoughts. Now back to my question has anyone had this problem? I'd really like your opinion if you had a way you fixed the side effects of lsd, and I feel like I'm in a different case, the reason why I wrote this is because I has messed up several parts of my thinking and I am in desperate need of help. Thanks for reading if you did! I hope other people who read this can relate too.
Now this was my first trip which was so beautiful and had gotten me hooked on the affects of what LSD can spiritually can do for you.
Now I had a later trip I'd say about two months later after some in between trips. Weird situation I was in my basement by myself when I took the tab. Was very positive going into the trip I felt very warm and comfortable having become an elder to trips over several years of mushrooms I knew what I needed to make myself cozy inside. But this trip was different I went upstairs to eat dinner which was fine even though I choose to stay alone on it. My family got into a yelling match and of course me being affected by the vibe of other people I got sucked in. Five minutes later I go down stairs and look in the mirror finding myself completely red and crying. I had hardly noticed the feeling in my face just thinking it was the lsd in me. Now ever since that day my feelings escalade so fast and so quickly their impossible to control.
This is where it gets really interesting. Now during the time I had been taking lsd which was about 5 months, my guy who I was getting it off of started getting less and less of pure and more of a mix. I had gotten to the point where I would take it as soon as I would get it, and took 4 tabs straight away. This was my biggest and strongest does I ever took, except this time it wasn't lsd at all. Rather a research chemical which at the time I didn't know taste had everything to do with the real lsd and this tasted horrible. Of course I know that now but the mistake had already taken its course. By the time I got home I lost total consciousness of my surroundings. The whole night was a mess, to try and calm my body down I went into my car to smoke and listen to music but it only got more intesne from there. By then it was night and I got the most intense visuals of my life. The music I was listening to was playing exactly on note to a swirling pattern outside my car that gathered all the surrounding plant life into a geometric pattern of music. At this point my brain was completely fired from a blunt i had smoked wich kicked my visuals even more. But by this time it was really uncomfortable, it had totally flipped and I could feel it in my head. I walked back into my house, no one was up it was a work night about 10:00 and I sat down in my pitch dark house to a screaming in my ears that sounded like scratching. As I looked around the room I saw on the walls myself floating in a 360degree swivel motion everywhere I looked. It was like I could see my "fake" and usless meat suit that houses the brain in which I truly need. The body had no expression as it only floated as long as I gazed at the wall. There was also this strange electronic sounding buzzing nosie coming from my head that seem to go in sync with the rotating body. Now this really disquested me out. And honestly thats all I remember after that night.
Now if your still reading this is where I have serious question. I have done lsd several times after that occurance and nothing has changed me the way that night took ahold. It was also a mix from the night I had the bad trip with my feelings that Is where the "meat suit" idea came from. But anyways back on topic I still to this day writing this message am tripping still. Not from the lsd but rather from me continuing to smoke weed I don't wanna get off topic but I had been smoking weed years before taking any physcadelic and the thoughts I had from weed transitioned over to lsd where they only made it worse. Now the question I truly have is has anyone has this type of experience? I don't have recollection of time nor do I stay in the moment ever. Now my brain kinda naturally processes information to figure things out. Basically I'm a very visual person and enjoy watching a game rather then playing it. And that has been troubling me for years. It makes me sit their in the middle of a conversation even though I'm talking I'm in my head thinking of the next line to say. Las had made this problem so much worse, there was a point though when I did have control of it. And the thing lsd has made it where it clouds my actual thought process, like I'm spending so much time trying to make words that I cant acutally give my brain time to actually talk. So conversation will go nowhere alot of the time now and I'm left to sitting at home and sitting in my thoughts. Now back to my question has anyone had this problem? I'd really like your opinion if you had a way you fixed the side effects of lsd, and I feel like I'm in a different case, the reason why I wrote this is because I has messed up several parts of my thinking and I am in desperate need of help. Thanks for reading if you did! I hope other people who read this can relate too.
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