nancy145
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Quick summary if you don't wanna read the whole thing: I microdosed LSD for about 4 months, and feel that it had a negitive, but not very significant, impact.
So, last September (2020), I began taking 10 micrograms of LSD once every 3 days. I had never used LSD before, and never took a full dose, only microdosed. I continued this regiment until about January 2021, when I decided it wasn't really providing anything positive for me. During that period, I had a lot of "insights" into my life. A few of them I still feel were good, but many of them I later came to disagree with. The LSD had seemed to bring back issues from my past, and made me believe that they were to blame for my current psychiatric issues, and that they were still bothering me subconsciously. One of them was a trauma from my past, when I was sent to an abusive wilderness "therapy" program at the age of 11 (I was 20 at the time of the microdosing). While that experience had a severe and lasting impact on me, I was able to process it over time and get over it. It certainly lead to many of my psychiatric issues following it, and some of those lead to what I'm currently dealing with, but I don't believe it still had any remaining direct impact on me by the time I was 17. The LSD seemed to bring those memories back, and they began to trouble me again. There was another incident when I was 14 that deeply troubled me (I don't really feel comfortable talking about it), but by the time I was 16 I was over that too and the memories no longer bothered me. The LSD brought the memories back however, and I would dream of it several times a week.
It's been about 6 months since I stopped microdosing, and I'm no longer experiencing any of the negitive effects of it, I'm back to how I was really.
I'd like to note that the negitive effects of it were not very significant as well. From what I've heard, most people have good, or at least neutral, effects from microdosing, but I figured I should share my atypical experience.
EDIT 6/19/23: Very shortly after posting this (within a month), I had a profound spiritual awakening in which I accepted God, connecting with my spirit. I got my first job, whereas before I did literally nothing in terms of work or education because I felt I couldn't. My depression and agoraphobia immediately got better (there were a few brief episodes of regression afterward, but generally speaking I was healed). I shed my addictions over the next year, drugs (including psychiatric drugs, caffiene, nicotine, and alcohol), pornography, video games, unhealthy food, I even got rid of my smartphone and switched to a call and text only flip. I feel I'm doing incredibly well in life. In April or May of 2021, a month or two before posting this, I attempted suicide. Now, I love life! I absolutely adore it! It was the spiritual awakening that healed me, not the LSD itself, but the LSD was a critical step in reaching the spiritual awakening.
Microdosing LSD - Retrospective - A profoundly positive review.
Tagge d by Xorkoth
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_retrospective
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
roacode_sublingual
So, last September (2020), I began taking 10 micrograms of LSD once every 3 days. I had never used LSD before, and never took a full dose, only microdosed. I continued this regiment until about January 2021, when I decided it wasn't really providing anything positive for me. During that period, I had a lot of "insights" into my life. A few of them I still feel were good, but many of them I later came to disagree with. The LSD had seemed to bring back issues from my past, and made me believe that they were to blame for my current psychiatric issues, and that they were still bothering me subconsciously. One of them was a trauma from my past, when I was sent to an abusive wilderness "therapy" program at the age of 11 (I was 20 at the time of the microdosing). While that experience had a severe and lasting impact on me, I was able to process it over time and get over it. It certainly lead to many of my psychiatric issues following it, and some of those lead to what I'm currently dealing with, but I don't believe it still had any remaining direct impact on me by the time I was 17. The LSD seemed to bring those memories back, and they began to trouble me again. There was another incident when I was 14 that deeply troubled me (I don't really feel comfortable talking about it), but by the time I was 16 I was over that too and the memories no longer bothered me. The LSD brought the memories back however, and I would dream of it several times a week.
It's been about 6 months since I stopped microdosing, and I'm no longer experiencing any of the negitive effects of it, I'm back to how I was really.
I'd like to note that the negitive effects of it were not very significant as well. From what I've heard, most people have good, or at least neutral, effects from microdosing, but I figured I should share my atypical experience.
EDIT 6/19/23: Very shortly after posting this (within a month), I had a profound spiritual awakening in which I accepted God, connecting with my spirit. I got my first job, whereas before I did literally nothing in terms of work or education because I felt I couldn't. My depression and agoraphobia immediately got better (there were a few brief episodes of regression afterward, but generally speaking I was healed). I shed my addictions over the next year, drugs (including psychiatric drugs, caffiene, nicotine, and alcohol), pornography, video games, unhealthy food, I even got rid of my smartphone and switched to a call and text only flip. I feel I'm doing incredibly well in life. In April or May of 2021, a month or two before posting this, I attempted suicide. Now, I love life! I absolutely adore it! It was the spiritual awakening that healed me, not the LSD itself, but the LSD was a critical step in reaching the spiritual awakening.
Microdosing LSD - Retrospective - A profoundly positive review.
Tagge d by Xorkoth
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_retrospective
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
roacode_sublingual
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