So after a good bit of abstinence, I messed up and having been using since last Tuesday. I have some left that I’m going to finish tonight and then I am done. Meth has a grip on me like nothing I’ve ever tried before. I shouldn’t have started up again but I thought I could handle one day of it. Now I’m almost a week in. I’m ready to quit again... I’m just really dreading the horrible, crushing depression that I know will come. That’s my biggest issue with quitting. That and I have zero natural energy at all....so it’s going to be tough. At this point I am just looking for any kind of support. I don’t have a support system at all, nobody that I can trust that I can talk to. I have Xanax and seroquel prescribed regularly by a psychiatrist so they don’t really help me during a comedown. And I don’t want to buy any opiates or anything to help me, I just want to get this over with and move on, not prolong it with other drugs. So if you have any advice for me or just support that would be awesome, because I really need it. Thank you.